I might not be an actual autist, maybe aspie or something, but there's multiple undiagnosed severe issues that I definitely have. And I can tell you with certainty that I will never be able to ask a girl out, not after all the embarrassing and cringeworthy moments in my life, I'm way too inhibited now.
But I'm also actually ugly. It's like I get uglier every year. I'm noticeably bald now, I'm fatter than ever (combine that with depression and other things and I'll never actually lose the weight, I barely have the will to live, also I was once anorexic and I looked worse than when fat). I have acne that won't go away even after going to the doctor (I've had a zit in the middle of my forehead for 2 weeks now, I used like 5 different remedies and only now it's barely going away). I have thick glasses and my vision is getting worse. I have halitosis and combined with pancreatitis and heart problems and it's like I'm an old man. I think I'm actually getting wrinkles on my forehead already, and I'm still somewhat young.
God damn, I'll really die a virgin.
But I'm also actually ugly. It's like I get uglier every year. I'm noticeably bald now, I'm fatter than ever (combine that with depression and other things and I'll never actually lose the weight, I barely have the will to live, also I was once anorexic and I looked worse than when fat). I have acne that won't go away even after going to the doctor (I've had a zit in the middle of my forehead for 2 weeks now, I used like 5 different remedies and only now it's barely going away). I have thick glasses and my vision is getting worse. I have halitosis and combined with pancreatitis and heart problems and it's like I'm an old man. I think I'm actually getting wrinkles on my forehead already, and I'm still somewhat young.
God damn, I'll really die a virgin.
