Venting Can't take this anymore

[Gunnersup]

I looked at myself in harsh white lighting for the first time today, and my entire face is covered in acne. I didn't even know tbh. I don't know what to do. I don't deserve this. How do you oldcels (24+) cope? I can't see myself being that age in this same state.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

How old are you?

Personally, I just lose my mind every goddamn day

 

[Gunnersup]

How old are you?

Personally, I just lose my mind every goddamn day

18, my chest has been physically hurting almost 24/7 from all this stress of not being able to form relationships.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

18, my chest has been physically hurting almost 24/7 from all this stress of not being able to form relationships.

brutal

It only gets worse, do EVERYTHING YOU CAN to clear your skin

 

[Gunnersup]

brutal

It only gets worse, do EVERYTHING YOU CAN to clear your skin

I am. I'm on accutane right now, but I'm going through a "purge" which basically makes your acne worse for a month or two on this drug. Luckily I don't have to go to school so noone will see.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I am. I'm on accutane right now, but I'm going through a "purge" which basically makes your acne worse for a month or two on this drug. Luckily I don't have to go to school so noone will see.

well thats good

hang tight with your brocels for now

 

[Weed]

Same man

 

[muharremabi]

I have non-treatable scars. It is brutal.

 

[Operation Miranda]

Brutal i feel the same when i see myself in the mirror at the barber, I legit look 10x worse

 

[Ricecel X]

I cry myself to sleep every night. This isn't normal.

 

[Deleted member 24125]

i don't understand how so many people have porcelain like skin

 

[hearmeout]

Have you tried everything? Go do surgeries or take extreme treatment, have you went to a doctor? Your number 1 priority at that age should be LOOKSMAX no matter the cost because your 23 year old self will be thankful

 

[Yerberito]

I cant see me in five years

 

[Deleted member 25274]

Me looking at my reflection on a window makes me sad

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Die

Me looking at my reflection on a window makes me sad

Same

 

[Gunnersup]

I cry myself to sleep every night. This isn't normal.

Yup. I have been crying myself to sleep every other day. Not fun.

Have you tried everything? Go do surgeries or take extreme treatment, have you went to a doctor? Your number 1 priority at that age should be LOOKSMAX no matter the cost because your 23 year old self will be thankful

Yes, I am looksmaxxing. Going to the gym and on intense skincare routines. Still sucks knowing my looks are the only thing that matters.

 

[TheHopefulBeliever]

I cry myself to sleep every night. This isn't normal.

I just don't sleep, the pain my perpetual failure with women causes is just too great

 

[Deleted member 21514]

Cope or rope boyo