I dont even want a girlfriend anymore. I cant even imagine myself talking to one, let alone being in a one on one situation.
I just want a job that i (somewhat) like and at least avarage pay for avarage hours.
But its impossible to have even those simple things, you cant have nothing man, fuck this.
No respect, no money, no freedom, no nothing just a worthless existance. If i didnt have to constantly witness other people living their life to the fullest, getting offsprings, having fun in life i wouldnt bother, but even that is too much to ask for, apparently.
I hate this shit
I just want a job that i (somewhat) like and at least avarage pay for avarage hours.
But its impossible to have even those simple things, you cant have nothing man, fuck this.
No respect, no money, no freedom, no nothing just a worthless existance. If i didnt have to constantly witness other people living their life to the fullest, getting offsprings, having fun in life i wouldnt bother, but even that is too much to ask for, apparently.
I hate this shit
