I started to watch more streams as a way to cope as it makes me feel like I'm watching stuff with others instead of the silence of this dark room. But dam, then the streamers gf comes on cam and just shows them random affection or whatever it is that playing has something like that too and it's so often. Oh well, another year has gone by all alone which will be followed by another much like it. I really don't want for much anymore. rip if you're reading this on new years.
