Cant control my emotions

[Winter War]

By emotions i mean being angry. No edgelord shit.
I feel angry and cant do anything about it I jack off and the rage comes back anyway, I just want to hit people rn I fantasized it and it felt good
my brain cant help but think of heavy gore and murder to get dopamine so it can cope only for the current moment
I feel like I am officially mentally retarded, deranged, psychotic and a lunatic
Should I take meds? it's too much to handle and its been like this for some months, I feel physically ill too now
And what meds should i buy.. I dont want to visit an actual psychitriast

 

[Winter War]

I think I am possessed by a demon

 

[cemgaripoglu2]

U can’t be possessed just like that

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

It's called being a man. Some of them can controle their inner rage and redirect it towards productive stuffs. Others become low life gang materials and end up in jail or killed in the street over stupid shit. You gotta choose at some point.

 

[Winter War]

It's called being a man. Some of them can controle their inner rage and redirect it towards productive stuffs. Others become low life gang materials and end up in jail or killed in the street over stupid shit. You gotta choose at some point.

How does wanting to commit mass murder will redirect me into anything productive

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

How does wanting to commit mass murder will redirect me into anything productive

Go hit the gym.

 

[Winter War]

Go hit the gym.

I stated I am physically ill and exhausted

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

I stated I am physically ill and exhausted

Even foids can do it.

 

[Winter War]

Even foids can do it.

Retard you don't get it, you think nihilism and wanting to destruct stuff is GYMfuel

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Retard you don't get it, you think nihilism and wanting to destruct stuff is GYMfuel

Yes. That's the story of my life tbh

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

I lift for the pain. Same reason I drink alcohol.