My life has been a blur since my dad called the cops. I honestly don't know how to go on. The sad thing is my parents will see this as a win. The last time I regressed so hard (and almost died) my dad said "It went so wwweeelll the last weeks", when I tried to talk about sth with him.
My parents are typical lumpenproletariat in multiple senses. I only suggested to buy normal sour cream instead of the three times as pricey one with added sugar. When my dad thought I left the room he mumbled: "I don't fucking care". (That's the general idea I always get from him). I kinda lost it then and threw my yoghurt and an angry but objective tirade at him. He started to insult me and as usual expected me to gtfo then, but I remained in his face saying: "I won't let you ignore reality anymore." He started screaming for the police then and also finally called them. Am I in the wrong here refusing to let my parents buy crap food and fetish crap products? "It is just 70 ct more, bro". It is always just 70ct jfl. You wouldn't burn after a week a 5 dollar bill either for the lulz. Also I don't care about individual cases. It is his whole basic attitude and how he disrespects easily 100% of what I say or just pretends to listen/care. For days afterwards I had to listen to him how marmelade has sugar as well lel. Apples and oranges, really. The difference is, I can dodge the marmelade easily and it is supposed to have sugar unlike sour cream wtf.
This arbitrary line they draw... After their logic really nothing matters. Might as well get a yoghurt thrown at you... Just disrespect. I dwell in my own shart and my dad is pouring money down the drain and refuses any change in his cooking behavior and that is just one issues here...
My parents literally did shit to help me in any way since the start of puberty and the day before yesterday I had to listen to my mom calling my shrink how they did so much. (Exactly just dumping me at four doctors, but over the course of 15 years, what she conveniently excluded). "We tried so much11!!!!." They really think autism is like some tiny cut that gets bandaided and you are ready to go again wtf. They exactly did zero otherwise. They also like to say, we are no psychologists, when I ask them to be more considerate and treat me decent.
@Atavistic Autist
My parents are typical lumpenproletariat in multiple senses. I only suggested to buy normal sour cream instead of the three times as pricey one with added sugar. When my dad thought I left the room he mumbled: "I don't fucking care". (That's the general idea I always get from him). I kinda lost it then and threw my yoghurt and an angry but objective tirade at him. He started to insult me and as usual expected me to gtfo then, but I remained in his face saying: "I won't let you ignore reality anymore." He started screaming for the police then and also finally called them. Am I in the wrong here refusing to let my parents buy crap food and fetish crap products? "It is just 70 ct more, bro". It is always just 70ct jfl. You wouldn't burn after a week a 5 dollar bill either for the lulz. Also I don't care about individual cases. It is his whole basic attitude and how he disrespects easily 100% of what I say or just pretends to listen/care. For days afterwards I had to listen to him how marmelade has sugar as well lel. Apples and oranges, really. The difference is, I can dodge the marmelade easily and it is supposed to have sugar unlike sour cream wtf.
This arbitrary line they draw... After their logic really nothing matters. Might as well get a yoghurt thrown at you... Just disrespect. I dwell in my own shart and my dad is pouring money down the drain and refuses any change in his cooking behavior and that is just one issues here...
My parents literally did shit to help me in any way since the start of puberty and the day before yesterday I had to listen to my mom calling my shrink how they did so much. (Exactly just dumping me at four doctors, but over the course of 15 years, what she conveniently excluded). "We tried so much11!!!!." They really think autism is like some tiny cut that gets bandaided and you are ready to go again wtf. They exactly did zero otherwise. They also like to say, we are no psychologists, when I ask them to be more considerate and treat me decent.
@Atavistic Autist
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