IamJacksBrokenHeart
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If you give the wrong answer here , youll probably get put on some kind of list by lurking FBIcels .
For me personally ,
i wanted to go ER when i was still in School tbh
I got bullied relentlessly and i always dreamed about going in there with a gun or something else and just take revenge on my enemies .
But now when i think about ,
I dont feel the desire to go ER anymore , cause i matured and cant see any sense in it except causing more pain in this World .
When my Worldview was still simple , my decision was easier to make .
They hurt me , so they had to suffer the consequences .
This is only a natural response tbh
i have just learned to cope better with pain and rejection in adulthood and it doesnt bother me as much anymore
as it was when i was still a child / teenager .
You may call me a cuck for forgiving my bullies and apologizing for their behaviour ,
but in the End it doesnt matter .
Killing random people wont make any difference and wont make me taller or give me a better face tbh .
I totally understand where they are coming from and i can sympathize with them way more than i can sympathize with Normies ,
but im just not the type to do such a thing , maybe im just low T . idk .
Maybe taking Revenge and risking your life for it is the honorable way to go ,
maybe abandoning all hope and just throwing your Life away to take Revenge wouldve been a better decision .
It doesnt matter now .
My Bullies probably live happy and succesfull lifes right now , while i am rotting in depression and self hatred .
Thats why many Mass Killers are under 20 years tbh
At some point you just accept Reality for how fucked up it is and lose this Anger in you that makes you think about doing it .
At some point you become comfortably numb and kind of accept the place in this world that youve been shoved into .
What are your thoughts on this ?
To clarify , anyone who sympathizes with mass killings in this Thread does this only in a purely hypothetical way
No one here would ever take matters into his own hands and go through with it
No one here would ever take matters into his own hands and go through with it
For me personally ,
i wanted to go ER when i was still in School tbh
I got bullied relentlessly and i always dreamed about going in there with a gun or something else and just take revenge on my enemies .
But now when i think about ,
I dont feel the desire to go ER anymore , cause i matured and cant see any sense in it except causing more pain in this World .
When my Worldview was still simple , my decision was easier to make .
They hurt me , so they had to suffer the consequences .
This is only a natural response tbh
i have just learned to cope better with pain and rejection in adulthood and it doesnt bother me as much anymore
as it was when i was still a child / teenager .
You may call me a cuck for forgiving my bullies and apologizing for their behaviour ,
but in the End it doesnt matter .
Killing random people wont make any difference and wont make me taller or give me a better face tbh .
I totally understand where they are coming from and i can sympathize with them way more than i can sympathize with Normies ,
but im just not the type to do such a thing , maybe im just low T . idk .
Maybe taking Revenge and risking your life for it is the honorable way to go ,
maybe abandoning all hope and just throwing your Life away to take Revenge wouldve been a better decision .
It doesnt matter now .
My Bullies probably live happy and succesfull lifes right now , while i am rotting in depression and self hatred .
Thats why many Mass Killers are under 20 years tbh
At some point you just accept Reality for how fucked up it is and lose this Anger in you that makes you think about doing it .
At some point you become comfortably numb and kind of accept the place in this world that youve been shoved into .
What are your thoughts on this ?
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