Absolutely not. In my final round of health and financial self-improvement I developed an immediate oneitis for what was basically the toilet option in the beginning of my life's save file. Looksmatch(both mutts), soy/personalitymatch, she even had similar autistic traits as me. Practically me in pink with a vagina. However I had always kept the blackpill in the back of my mind, knowing despite all our similarities, the odds were way stacked against me. I almost felt the bluepill creeping up, wanting to make me believe "muh she's my soulmate" but in my brain the truth cannot be overridden.
Of course the blackpill came to collect, she blocked me on all socials I had back then, and i gave up on femorrhoids entirely after that
Gonna maintain my health(mostly alt-day fasting) so I can keep coping comfy though. It still felt crushing, but the blackpill reminds me it's not my fault in the end. To paraphrase a certain TV host, "Blackpill can be a blessing, if you let it be."