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Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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For one second there I imagined it. And it's like I actually believed I was living that for a second. It felt like all my worries melted. It's like I was actually free. I could relax and unwind. Life was beautiful for a tiny second.
I'm not even wageslaving now and I'm still tense because of the fact that I'll have to do it in a few months to a year.
I wish I could at least be self-employed. But that's such a myth and a lie. It's so incredibly unlikely to start your own business and actually succeed. Especially in a shithole 3rd world country, but it's not like it's much easier in a 1st world country. Damn, why am I so stupid, why is my head clouded and numb? Why can't I figure out a way to not be a slave? Why can't I have one god damn talent that's worth something?
I'm not even wageslaving now and I'm still tense because of the fact that I'll have to do it in a few months to a year.
I wish I could at least be self-employed. But that's such a myth and a lie. It's so incredibly unlikely to start your own business and actually succeed. Especially in a shithole 3rd world country, but it's not like it's much easier in a 1st world country. Damn, why am I so stupid, why is my head clouded and numb? Why can't I figure out a way to not be a slave? Why can't I have one god damn talent that's worth something?