No I can't remember the last time I was happy, but more importantly after the black pill I realized happiness doesn't actually exist, its an illusory concept that only exists in the mind, I'd much rather feel "satisfied" than "happy"
Happiness is just too subjective to be a dependable criteria to structure your life around, right now there's some poor starving farmer in some shitty country that is "happier" than any of us on this site and we wouldn't ever switch lives with him, happiness is determined by your perspective, it isn't objective, its too prone to bias
Take incels in denial for example, like the types on reddit, a lot of them are actually "happier" than us, but that's because their standards for their existence are so low and their way of life so pathetic, that they see their current condition as a positive, and they are just "happy" to be alive
Never aim to be happy, focusing on objective criteria will always yield better results and it will keep you from having "blindspots" and being influenced by your personal biases
Aim to be sexually satisfied, well fed, living comfortably in decent housing, entertained, safe, etc
LITERALLY ANYONE CAN BE "HAPPY" IN CONDITIONS A BLACK PILLER WOULD KILL THEMSELVES UNDER
Most obvious example, actual cucks, they are happy to be a submissive in a relationship where they let other men fuck their women, and they fund the entire "relationship" with their finances