Venting Can no longer endure solitude

[Deleted member 14421]

I'm reaching the breaking point
I can't embrace loneliness, i can't cope. I go on long drives across the country, i go hiking... always alone and without anyone to share the experience with me. Every night i come home from a horrible job i hate and my house is cold and silent. No one to hug, no one to talk about the day and share my toughts with besides strangers on the internet.
Alchool isn't doing it for me anymore, it briefly numbs the pain but once i run out of it the pain comes back even worse.

I can't let it go, i can't just accept the fact that i'm going to be ever alone and it's killing me

 

[bigantennaemay1]

I feel the same way, and it's suffocating. Feels like my lungs are being put in a press, or something, with all the built up... whatever it is. Loneliness, anxiety, stress.

 

[Deleted member 301]

I'm reaching the breaking point
I can't embrace loneliness, i can't cope. I go on long drives across the country, i go hiking... always alone and without anyone to share the experience with me. Every night i come home from a horrible job i hate and my house is cold and silent. No one to hug, no one to talk about the day and share my toughts with besides strangers on the internet.
Alchool isn't doing it for me anymore, it briefly numbs the pain but once i run out of it the pain comes back even worse.

I can't let it go, i can't just accept the fact that i'm going to be ever alone and it's killing me

I feel the same way, and it's suffocating. Feels like my lungs are being put in a press, or something, with all the built up... whatever it is. Loneliness, anxiety, stress.

All I can add I'm afraid.

 

[Deleted member 14421]

I feel the same way, and it's suffocating. Feels like my lungs are being put in a press, or something, with all the built up... whatever it is. Loneliness, anxiety, stress.

Exactly, it just feels absolutely crushing
Sometimes i am driving trough places of so much beauty... i want so much to share my toughts on it with someone i love but i can only keep those feelings for myself... it physically hurts me

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Exactly, it just feels absolutely crushing
Sometimes i am driving trough places of so much beauty... i want so much to share my toughts on it with someone i love but i can only keep those feelings for myself... it physically hurts me

I talk to myself, mostly out of habit now, probably originally in an attempt to stave off the loneliness, but it's not a good cope. It sucks not having someone to confide in.

 

[Emba]

Looks like someone needs a garden and a puppy... Helps me.

Well. The puppy is now a dog. But at least it's loyal.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

Yeah, I very well do feel that suffocation that you feel.
Especially doing cool shit and just wanting to have the experience to be shared with someone else.

 

[Deleted member 14421]

Looks like someone needs a garden and a puppy... Helps me.

Well. The puppy is now a dog. But at least it's loyal.

Wish i could have a dog but i won't have one without a garden
I live in a commieblock in northern spain... No use in having a dog in a tiny apartment

 

[Emba]

Wish i could have a dog but i won't have one without a garden
I live in a commieblock in northern spain... No use in having a dog in a tiny apartment

My condolences.

GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!

of there, while you can!

 

[Deleted member 14421]

My condolences.

GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!

of there, while you can!

Its not too bad
Spain in general is very unforgiving towards those who lack "macho" attitude but northern region is pretty cozy at least and helps coping

 

[Pitar62]

Start smoking weed bro, you won't need anyone else (until you build tolerance)

 

[CumBoy]

I go on long drives across the country,

nice brag
@LastGerman

 

[Haywire]

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