I'm not supposed to be alive, there many edvices for that.
First of all, I'm affected by the most brutal pill of all.
I already made a thread about that last year, but I simply forgot about that pill, even though it has massive impact on someones life.
The premature birthpill
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Sadly the difference between males and females is not shown.
The premature birthpill has effects on all aspects of life.
Funny how whole lives are ruined just because you get born a few weeks to early.
Prematurecels should supported by healthcare tbh.
I understand that government mandated girlfriends can't be a thing, but neetbux and government arranged blind dates would help me (and other people) a lot.
But instead my government wants me to live an unhappy life as a wageslave.
Another problem is that I was born with disabled feet. I'm a clubfeetcel.
That fucks up the whole posture and gait. Walking exhausts me way faster than other people. But guess what, I don't even get retardbux from that.
On the other hand which female wants to date someone whose gait is absolutely clumsy.
But that's not enough, I had yellow fever as a newborn and no that has nothing to do with Asian females (even though I would love to date one lol).
I shouldn't be alive. Only modern medical treatment "saved" me.
But I need serious advice
First of all you need to know that I never want to work again, unless some miracle happens (like getting a girlfriend).
Alone the thought about working scares the shit out of me. But why should I work when I can just kill myself?
There are two available options for me right now.
1. LDAR until I run out of money and/or I'm becoming homeless and commit suicide.
2. Looksmax until I run out of money and commit suicide or I get a girlfriend.
The problem is that looksmaxxing requires much effort and money.
So looksmaxxing = less time to be alive and it's also more painful than the LDAR option.
But I will never be able to recover from the premature birthpill, so my actual chances to ascend are marginal.
I don't know what to do...
Sometimes I want to get another viewpoint, from someone who isn't involved in the incel community, but since my social circle literally only consists out of me and my parents that is impossible.
At this point I also feel sorry for blaming others for my problems. All my problems can be traced back to myself and nature...
First of all, I'm affected by the most brutal pill of all.
I already made a thread about that last year, but I simply forgot about that pill, even though it has massive impact on someones life.
The premature birthpill
Premature birth affects relationships in adulthood
People born premature are 'a THIRD less likely to have a relationship'
A study of more than four million people by the University of Warwick found those born at under 37 weeks were 28 per cent less likely to ever be in a romantic relationship.
The premature birthpill has effects on all aspects of life.
Funny how whole lives are ruined just because you get born a few weeks to early.
Prematurecels should supported by healthcare tbh.
I understand that government mandated girlfriends can't be a thing, but neetbux and government arranged blind dates would help me (and other people) a lot.
But instead my government wants me to live an unhappy life as a wageslave.
Another problem is that I was born with disabled feet. I'm a clubfeetcel.
That fucks up the whole posture and gait. Walking exhausts me way faster than other people. But guess what, I don't even get retardbux from that.
On the other hand which female wants to date someone whose gait is absolutely clumsy.
But that's not enough, I had yellow fever as a newborn and no that has nothing to do with Asian females (even though I would love to date one lol).
I shouldn't be alive. Only modern medical treatment "saved" me.
But I need serious advice
First of all you need to know that I never want to work again, unless some miracle happens (like getting a girlfriend).
Alone the thought about working scares the shit out of me. But why should I work when I can just kill myself?
There are two available options for me right now.
1. LDAR until I run out of money and/or I'm becoming homeless and commit suicide.
2. Looksmax until I run out of money and commit suicide or I get a girlfriend.
The problem is that looksmaxxing requires much effort and money.
So looksmaxxing = less time to be alive and it's also more painful than the LDAR option.
But I will never be able to recover from the premature birthpill, so my actual chances to ascend are marginal.
I don't know what to do...
Sometimes I want to get another viewpoint, from someone who isn't involved in the incel community, but since my social circle literally only consists out of me and my parents that is impossible.
At this point I also feel sorry for blaming others for my problems. All my problems can be traced back to myself and nature...
