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when you are a truecel twinklet with social anxiety in school you cant avoid getting bullied. it was universal. whenever someone saw me they couldnt help themselves but either straight up bully me or laugh at my existence. anytime id look in the direction of a group of "cool kids" their attention was on me. always.
now that im older i get treated with basic respect and dont face much lookism anymore. and i dont trust people now. i still think people are out to get me. or if they are nice to me i feel they are just manipulating me/faking a friendship so they can ultimately laugh at me when they earn my trust.
i also feel my family does this. my male cousins. they want to earn my trust so they can have power over me and ultimately dominate me.
i believe this is the source of my avoidant personality disorder. bullying.
only truecels can relate
now that im older i get treated with basic respect and dont face much lookism anymore. and i dont trust people now. i still think people are out to get me. or if they are nice to me i feel they are just manipulating me/faking a friendship so they can ultimately laugh at me when they earn my trust.
i also feel my family does this. my male cousins. they want to earn my trust so they can have power over me and ultimately dominate me.
i believe this is the source of my avoidant personality disorder. bullying.
only truecels can relate