brutally humiliated, self harm, cried for an hour

[Heavy0Lines]

First the village girl I was texting to wasn't giving me any attention. She was answering when I was messaging her but very briefly and cold. I was feeling like I am boring, annoying her. I said I am sorry for making you feel this way.

Then I texted another girl who was following me on Instagram and she was liking my every post. I said something very casual, complimented her photography. She once again responded with a cold thanks and immediately posted her photo with a guy I am guessing her boyfriend. She was clearly signaling me to fuck off.

I started thinking about my lonely sad life I looked at myself from outside perspective. I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm. I was surprised for doing something like this. It wasn't a deep wound as I tried to pussy out at the last second but it started bleeding right away.Then I started crying thinking about every girl who rejected me.

It took an hour to calm down then I opened youtube and cooked food, I was eating and I started crying again without even thinking about my sadness.

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

 

[Quarantined]

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

 

[kikecel]

Incel in the making

 

[PPEcel]

Bruh, why do you even try?

 

[Pengwin]

You should get help.

 

[Deleted member 22219]

Brutal
Let's cope a bit more
Take care

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

First the village girl I was texting to wasn't giving me any attention. She was answering when I was messaging her but very briefly and cold. I was feeling like I am boring, annoying her. I said I am sorry for making you feel this way.

Then I texted another girl who was following me on Instagram and she was liking my every post. I said something very casual, complimented her photography. She once again responded with a cold thanks and immediately posted her photo with a guy I am guessing her boyfriend. She was clearly signaling me to fuck off.

I started thinking about my lonely sad life I looked at myself from outside perspective. I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm. I was surprised for doing something like this. It wasn't a deep wound as I tried to pussy out at the last second but it started bleeding right away.Then I started crying thinking about every girl who rejected me.

It took an hour to calm down then I opened youtube and cooked food, I was eating and I started crying again without even thinking about my sadness.

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

brootal. I hope someday things get better.

 

[kikecel]

Bro you just need to better your personality bro, life will be easy once you improve your personality bro

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

the village girl

 

[IJustWant2Die]

First the village girl I was texting to wasn't giving me any attention. She was answering when I was messaging her but very briefly and cold. I was feeling like I am boring, annoying her. I said I am sorry for making you feel this way.

Then I texted another girl who was following me on Instagram and she was liking my every post. I said something very casual, complimented her photography. She once again responded with a cold thanks and immediately posted her photo with a guy I am guessing her boyfriend. She was clearly signaling me to fuck off.

I started thinking about my lonely sad life I looked at myself from outside perspective. I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm. I was surprised for doing something like this. It wasn't a deep wound as I tried to pussy out at the last second but it started bleeding right away.Then I started crying thinking about every girl who rejected me.

It took an hour to calm down then I opened youtube and cooked food, I was eating and I started crying again without even thinking about my sadness.

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

Jesus fuck, I can relate to this all too well. Recently, I had been talking to two women off Tinder. Both always brushed me off when I wanted to meet, and both only responded with short replies. I was always carrying the conversation, they were always responding with very little, and very late. And both always brushed me off with shitty excuses as to why we couldn't meet. I had always assumed it was simply because they were shy, as both had told me. Later, I saw in one's story, something about leading on guys. She had also put on her story a picture of her talking to someone, presumably a(nother) guy, that she was flirting with. I kinda put two and two together and realized the whole time they were just stringing me along, with no actual plans of meeting me. They always had something better to do, even if it was nothing at all. I should've known better, but I wanted to believe that Tinder would work for me. Shortly after I began cutting myself for the first time. I sliced up my right thigh one night, drank heavily another, and then went for my left thigh a few nights after.
I will say, cutting is highly therapeutic for me. Light slicing releases endorphins that can help you deal with the pain better. I know that everyone bitches and moans about how you shouldn't do it, but to quote foids, "my body my choice". My psychiatrist and therapist are trying to get me to stop tho

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I will say, cutting is highly therapeutic for me. Light slicing releases endorphins that can help you deal with the pain better. I know that everyone bitches and moans about how you shouldn't do it, but to quote foids, "my body my choice". My psychiatrist and therapist are trying to get me to stop tho

The problem is that it just makes things worse for you in the end, especially if you do it a lot. Do you think women want to fuck a man with visibly disfigured skin? Granted, this could be irrelevant if you have no chance of ever attracting anyone. But it's a sure way to make your SMV even lower.

 

[Deleted member 21821]

the village girl I was texting to wasn't giving me any attention.

Instagram

wasn't giving me any attention.

attention

slashed my arm

 

[trashcel420]

First the village girl I was texting to wasn't giving me any attention. She was answering when I was messaging her but very briefly and cold. I was feeling like I am boring, annoying her. I said I am sorry for making you feel this way.

Then I texted another girl who was following me on Instagram and she was liking my every post. I said something very casual, complimented her photography. She once again responded with a cold thanks and immediately posted her photo with a guy I am guessing her boyfriend. She was clearly signaling me to fuck off.

I started thinking about my lonely sad life I looked at myself from outside perspective. I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm. I was surprised for doing something like this. It wasn't a deep wound as I tried to pussy out at the last second but it started bleeding right away.Then I started crying thinking about every girl who rejected me.

It took an hour to calm down then I opened youtube and cooked food, I was eating and I started crying again without even thinking about my sadness.

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

change ur mindset stop being sad faggot

 

[Irredeemable]

Don’t self harm, especially not because of whore.

 

[happiless]

You remind me of ER. Keep it up

 

[Deleted member 22685]

Have you tried coping with hybrid girls?

 

[The Abyss]

brootal. I hope someday things get better.

View: https://youtu.be/X6zbwLQFjRM

 

[LooksAreLife]

Future ER in the making

 

[muharremabi]

change ur mindset stop being sad faggot

 

[Deleted member 19546]

she was liking my every post

So you thought

Oof

Been there man

 

[mylifeistrash]

Jesus fuck, I can relate to this all too well. Recently, I had been talking to two women off Tinder. Both always brushed me off when I wanted to meet, and both only responded with short replies. I was always carrying the conversation, they were always responding with very little, and very late. And both always brushed me off with shitty excuses as to why we couldn't meet. I had always assumed it was simply because they were shy, as both had told me. Later, I saw in one's story, something about leading on guys. She had also put on her story a picture of her talking to someone, presumably a(nother) guy, that she was flirting with. I kinda put two and two together and realized the whole time they were just stringing me along, with no actual plans of meeting me. They always had something better to do, even if it was nothing at all. I should've known better, but I wanted to believe that Tinder would work for me. Shortly after I began cutting myself for the first time. I sliced up my right thigh one night, drank heavily another, and then went for my left thigh a few nights after.
I will say, cutting is highly therapeutic for me. Light slicing releases endorphins that can help you deal with the pain better. I know that everyone bitches and moans about how you shouldn't do it, but to quote foids, "my body my choice". My psychiatrist and therapist are trying to get me to stop tho

First the village girl I was texting to wasn't giving me any attention. She was answering when I was messaging her but very briefly and cold. I was feeling like I am boring, annoying her. I said I am sorry for making you feel this way.

Then I texted another girl who was following me on Instagram and she was liking my every post. I said something very casual, complimented her photography. She once again responded with a cold thanks and immediately posted her photo with a guy I am guessing her boyfriend. She was clearly signaling me to fuck off.

I started thinking about my lonely sad life I looked at myself from outside perspective. I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm. I was surprised for doing something like this. It wasn't a deep wound as I tried to pussy out at the last second but it started bleeding right away.Then I started crying thinking about every girl who rejected me.

It took an hour to calm down then I opened youtube and cooked food, I was eating and I started crying again without even thinking about my sadness.

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

I'll save you both future pain and disappointment.

If women don't message you first (or ask to meet up), they have zero


0

nil
naught

ZERO

interest in you.


You're welcome.

 

[Neggr]

Incel in the making

 

[Justice Bao]

hes offline now. i hope hes fine

 

[your personality]

I started thinking about my lonely sad life I looked at myself from outside perspective. I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm. I was surprised for doing something like this. It wasn't a deep wound as I tried to pussy out at the last second but it started bleeding right away.Then I started crying thinking about every girl who rejected me.

It took an hour to calm down then I opened youtube and cooked food, I was eating and I started crying again without even thinking about my sadness.

This is what soyciety wants you to do when they say if incels are miserable they need to be miserable without bothering anyone.

 

[joe_incel123]

Why did you even try, bro? This is like racial segregation in early 20s century USA. There's places for normies and foids, and places for ugly men. Tinder, outside at the beach, outside in the sun, in clubs etc.: This is not the place for our kind.

Our place is our filthy apartment, our pathetic room in our parent's house or in our basement dwelling.

Whenever we leave our terrority, people hate us for just being around. Make fun of us, let us down, laugh at us, ignore us - just show us we are not one of their kind.

This is also part of the blackpill. We are not normal human beings - we are subhumans.

 

[Sexdoll Pioneer]

You sound like a fucking soy or female
Cutting is for foids and brainlets
>why do foids reject me on tinder
cut your wrists more, failed normalfaggot

Different people react to our intolerable existence as incels in different ways. Some cut themselves, others kill themselves, others go crazy, others turn to substance abuse, others go hardcore into their copes like my brother does with video games, etc. In the end it doesn't matter. Our anger should be directed towards those who have stacked the deck against us, not towards fellow incels who choose to cope in a different way.

 

[Shin no Shi]

I was in the kitchen and I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm.

Mind explaining how you're gaining anything from doing that. You've lost your sense of self over some roastie you know that will end up throwing you in the trash afterwards.

If you truly were blackpilled you would know that cutting for something, which you know isn't the fault of yourself, is pretty stupendous.

Hope it gets better btw.

 

[Deleted member 21883]

Self harm is a low iq trait. Lower animals like rabbits and parrots do that.

 

[IJustWant2Die]

You sound like a fucking soy or female
Cutting is for foids and brainlets
>why do foids reject me on tinder
cut your wrists more, failed normalfaggot

hoes mad x24

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Mind explaining how you're gaining anything from doing that. You've lost your sense of self over some roastie you know that will end up throwing you in the trash afterwards.

If you truly were blackpilled you would know that cutting for something, which you know isn't the fault of yourself, is pretty stupendous.

Hope it gets better btw.

Have you ever punched a wall or punched yourself when you were angry? It's very similar to that, except probably even more distracting and calming. But you're right, you don't gain anything from it, you lose far more than whatever you temporarily gain.

 

[Sportbro]

Mind explaining how you're gaining anything from doing that. You've lost your sense of self over some roastie you know that will end up throwing you in the trash afterwards.

If you truly were blackpilled you would know that cutting for something, which you know isn't the fault of yourself, is pretty stupendous.

Hope it gets better btw.

High IQ response, cutting is for literal retards

 

[Babica Yaga]

You should get help.

You remind me of ER. Keep it up

 

[Sportbro]

Self harm is a low iq trait. Lower animals like rabbits and parrots do that.

Based, OP is a retard

hoes mad x24

Self harm is a low iq trait. Lower animals like rabbits and parrots do that.

Sure thing dude
You are so cool cutting urself like a foid
Or you can't accept you are a low iq drooling tard

 

[Deleted member 26923]

I don't even know why you guys even try,i stopped a LOOOOOOONG time ago.

 

[slimshady]

Brutal
Let's cope a bit more
Take care

 

[Deleted member 21219]

Mogs me in having an instagram and having a foid like your posts. Also self harm is cucked. Grow some balls, greycel.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

OP go visit whore prostitutes for few months and you will no longer self harm. @Incel_Because_Short @PPEcel @BlkPillPres have posted about how escorts boost their confidence and also satiate their lust. When I visited one, felt alot better and no longer cared as much about the bluepilled idea of Ascension or relationship

 

[Mainländer]

I'll save you both future pain and disappointment.

If women don't message you first (or ask to meet up), they have zero


0

nil
naught

ZERO

interest in you.


You're welcome.

This, basically. Quit hurting yourself in both ways, OP.

 

[Incel_Because_Short]

OP go visit whore prostitutes for few months and you will no longer self harm. @Incel_Because_Short @PPEcel @BlkPillPres have posted about how escorts boost their confidence and also satiate their lust. When I visited one, felt alot better and no longer cared as much about the bluepilled idea of Ascension or relationship

It helps, up to a point. But it's a bandaid at most.

Regardless, a good escort will make you feel great, but a horrible escort might drive you to suicide, so be very selective when it comes to selecting an escort.

 

[mTOR]

I don't even know why you guys even try,i stopped a LOOOOOOONG time ago.

if you still try with woman, you're not blackpilled, but in denial.
you just need to be rejected enough times before your brain throws in the towel
and accept the fact that you're not wanted for relationships because you're genetic shit,
and stinking whores demands too much.
too bad you're doing a lot of mental damage in the process

 

[Deleted member 26923]

if you still try with woman, you're not blackpilled, but in denial.
you just need to be rejected enough times before your brain throws in the towel
and accept the fact that you're not wanted for relationships because you're genetic shit,
and stinking whores demands too much.
too bad you're doing a lot of mental damage in the process

Way better to give It up and escortmaxx or monkmaxx,If you keep trying and keep getting rejected eventually you are going to grow resentful and either KILL yourself or KILL random people(not saying it's bad tho,Just explaining the options).

 

[Words2_live_bye]

I went outsude for a night drive I went to sea side and it was full of happy young couples It made me even more sad but l looked at cute girls in short clothing. I saw the legs and asses and lips that other men were able to fuck on a daily basis. I saw it all.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

Brutal story. I hope you don't continue to cut yourself since that will only hurt you and not them man.

 

[tanfeo]

Hey bro, after a while you get numb. Just cope bro.

 

[mNFwTJ3wz9]

I immediately grabbed a knife, slashed my arm.

How old r u?

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

yikeroonies, therapy now, stat