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Back in college (home country) ,spring 2022.
After I realized how hard the game was in freshman year. I gave up and embraced the path of studymax. While I was at this classroom working stats. I saw this girl with nice skin color,nice feet ,huge ass. She was working with her friends. I noticed she didn't talk much . I tought she was introverted. While she was leaving I wanted to run and approached her but I was too coward .
I saw her multiple times on the campus ,I couldn't stop watching her. I still didn't have the courage to approach her.
One day I was working at this classroom (for the whole day) . I went outside to grab something to eat .It was raining. I saw her . I wanted to talk to her so bad . I finally went outside I stood next to her. I pretended I was surprised about the intensity of the rain . She told me I could go buy something and asked me if I was afraid my crush would see me . I wanted to say "that's you my crush" . After we talked for about 15mins. Her class was about to start. I left and didn't ask her number . I felt so bad . When I got home I was daydreaming ,I fell in love. It was a random conversation for her ,for me it was a mind-blowing lifefuel moment for me.
-Incel trait you're too sensitive,any random interaction you think you had a chance -
I promise myself I'd ask her number before the semester ends.
While I went to the restroom ,she always has this class on Tuesday at 9:00am . We saw each other in the staircases. I greeted her and asked her number . It was quite fast and awkward (I should have prepared my speech). I took her number . I couldn't wait the end of the day to call her when I got home. Unfortunately I found out it was a fake number . I tried multiple times to be sure. There was no sounds/nuisance when I was taking her number I assumed I didn't make any mistake. I was so devastated. Probably the first time I got a fake number.
On the campus ,multiple times I'd see her with a guy . One day I was studymaxing at this classroom. She was about to have a recitation at this classroom. I didn't leave to watch her . She was with the same guy ( he wasn't in the course) but he kept trolling the teacher pretending/participating like he was in the class . There's no way it wasn't her bf . They were talking , playing ..etc .
Another day I was searching a free classroom to studymax ,I entered this classroom. He was there playing, talking with her. My heart was tearing apart,I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't leave ,I pretended I didn't care.
Another day I saw her sad , walking fast . And I heard her friend talking. It was surely the bad boy playing with her emotions.
One random early morning. I saw her ,we talked for a long time. We exchanged TikTok account. I was about to do some programming. I felt so fulfilled I didn't want to do anything. I thought I was on the right track. I messaged her ,we exchanged about 5 messaged .After she never answered. I remember a friend of mine told me about a guy she was lusting for (it never began)
One day I saw her on campus,I just greeted her . My friend taught I should have talked to her . I didn't stand a chance .Why losing my time. They taught I acted antisociallly.
I was trying to build an android app (related to the schedule of the campus) . I wanted to send her the apk so she could test it. She gave me her number. I sent her a demo of the app. She didn't save my number ( on Whatsapp if the person save your number you could see their story ,they could see your story) . It was game over .I truly gave up.
This week she texted me on TikTok. Wanted to know how I was .(I moved to USA last Summer).She thought I forgot her . Lmao she left me on delivered since October 2023.
She told me she had a surgery...etc After she gave me her number. We exchanged about 5 msg . I don't have energy to force conversation anymore. I don't even see her profile picture (proof she didn't save my number)
But I wish I had her . She's Gemini like me . She's calm , Christian,big ass ,nice feet/nails But I wasn't attractive/bad boy enough.
#no_just_be_first_for_four _face ( it was her third semester)
#intelligence_isnt_attractive ( I am sure she thought I was a lonely studentcel that has nothing to do )
@Cayden Zhang
@VictimofBpillReaper
@Emba
@NoIdeaWhatToDo
@K1ng N0th1ng
@Ci Jey
After I realized how hard the game was in freshman year. I gave up and embraced the path of studymax. While I was at this classroom working stats. I saw this girl with nice skin color,nice feet ,huge ass. She was working with her friends. I noticed she didn't talk much . I tought she was introverted. While she was leaving I wanted to run and approached her but I was too coward .
I saw her multiple times on the campus ,I couldn't stop watching her. I still didn't have the courage to approach her.
One day I was working at this classroom (for the whole day) . I went outside to grab something to eat .It was raining. I saw her . I wanted to talk to her so bad . I finally went outside I stood next to her. I pretended I was surprised about the intensity of the rain . She told me I could go buy something and asked me if I was afraid my crush would see me . I wanted to say "that's you my crush" . After we talked for about 15mins. Her class was about to start. I left and didn't ask her number . I felt so bad . When I got home I was daydreaming ,I fell in love. It was a random conversation for her ,for me it was a mind-blowing lifefuel moment for me.
-Incel trait you're too sensitive,any random interaction you think you had a chance -
I promise myself I'd ask her number before the semester ends.
While I went to the restroom ,she always has this class on Tuesday at 9:00am . We saw each other in the staircases. I greeted her and asked her number . It was quite fast and awkward (I should have prepared my speech). I took her number . I couldn't wait the end of the day to call her when I got home. Unfortunately I found out it was a fake number . I tried multiple times to be sure. There was no sounds/nuisance when I was taking her number I assumed I didn't make any mistake. I was so devastated. Probably the first time I got a fake number.
On the campus ,multiple times I'd see her with a guy . One day I was studymaxing at this classroom. She was about to have a recitation at this classroom. I didn't leave to watch her . She was with the same guy ( he wasn't in the course) but he kept trolling the teacher pretending/participating like he was in the class . There's no way it wasn't her bf . They were talking , playing ..etc .
Another day I was searching a free classroom to studymax ,I entered this classroom. He was there playing, talking with her. My heart was tearing apart,I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't leave ,I pretended I didn't care.
Another day I saw her sad , walking fast . And I heard her friend talking. It was surely the bad boy playing with her emotions.
One random early morning. I saw her ,we talked for a long time. We exchanged TikTok account. I was about to do some programming. I felt so fulfilled I didn't want to do anything. I thought I was on the right track. I messaged her ,we exchanged about 5 messaged .After she never answered. I remember a friend of mine told me about a guy she was lusting for (it never began)
One day I saw her on campus,I just greeted her . My friend taught I should have talked to her . I didn't stand a chance .Why losing my time. They taught I acted antisociallly.
I was trying to build an android app (related to the schedule of the campus) . I wanted to send her the apk so she could test it. She gave me her number. I sent her a demo of the app. She didn't save my number ( on Whatsapp if the person save your number you could see their story ,they could see your story) . It was game over .I truly gave up.
This week she texted me on TikTok. Wanted to know how I was .(I moved to USA last Summer).She thought I forgot her . Lmao she left me on delivered since October 2023.
She told me she had a surgery...etc After she gave me her number. We exchanged about 5 msg . I don't have energy to force conversation anymore. I don't even see her profile picture (proof she didn't save my number)
But I wish I had her . She's Gemini like me . She's calm , Christian,big ass ,nice feet/nails But I wasn't attractive/bad boy enough.
#no_just_be_first_for_four _face ( it was her third semester)
#intelligence_isnt_attractive ( I am sure she thought I was a lonely studentcel that has nothing to do )
@Cayden Zhang
@VictimofBpillReaper
@Emba
@NoIdeaWhatToDo
@K1ng N0th1ng
@Ci Jey
