I was coming from the gym so my heart rate was very elevated, and was coming late to class, which was an advanced one for college credit, so the teacher had high expectations, stressing me out greatly.
I take my seat trying to focus on his instructions, but my anxiety has made sleep such a trouble I have become an insomniac living on less than 3 hours of sleep and begin noticing my heart rate was not slowing by the very least and my blood pressure was uncomfortably high after I notice one of my veins on my left hand became painfully tense after 30 minutes; I start breathing heavily and start suffering chest pains, the point I lose control of my condition.
A couple of minutes later, I find myself becoming nauseous, losing control of my limbs, and unable to speak: I had to scribble a note quickly to someone behind me to pass to the teacher so he could call the nurse because I became too uncomfortable staying any longer there.
They send a school safety officer and the Vice Principal to tell everyone in that room, 40+ students, to leave as they escorted me on a wheelchair because they were scared I would collapse walking down the hallway and stairs.
I may have destroyed my social reputation and possibility to NTmaxx already at the beginning of my Junior year: I rarely speak to anyone, withdrawing to post here; having people see me in the state I was yesterday will just make them see me as even more of a mentally ill freak currycel.
I've been taking this day off from school so I can calm down from that experience; if you know anything that will help me, respond to this thread, please.
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I take my seat trying to focus on his instructions, but my anxiety has made sleep such a trouble I have become an insomniac living on less than 3 hours of sleep and begin noticing my heart rate was not slowing by the very least and my blood pressure was uncomfortably high after I notice one of my veins on my left hand became painfully tense after 30 minutes; I start breathing heavily and start suffering chest pains, the point I lose control of my condition.
A couple of minutes later, I find myself becoming nauseous, losing control of my limbs, and unable to speak: I had to scribble a note quickly to someone behind me to pass to the teacher so he could call the nurse because I became too uncomfortable staying any longer there.
They send a school safety officer and the Vice Principal to tell everyone in that room, 40+ students, to leave as they escorted me on a wheelchair because they were scared I would collapse walking down the hallway and stairs.
I may have destroyed my social reputation and possibility to NTmaxx already at the beginning of my Junior year: I rarely speak to anyone, withdrawing to post here; having people see me in the state I was yesterday will just make them see me as even more of a mentally ill freak currycel.
I've been taking this day off from school so I can calm down from that experience; if you know anything that will help me, respond to this thread, please.
Anyone here have experience getting medicated for a mental illness (severe anxiety in my case)?
I've had an absolutely brutal panic attack in my physics class, yesterday, in which I lost my ability to speak, walk, or move my arms for almost an hour. I had to be moved outside of class to the nurse's office in a wheelchair: that was how bad it was. For that reason, I've taken this day off...
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