Brutal Brutal oneitis memory from 15 years ago.

[B33troot]

My oneitis from many years ago knew I had liked her for a long time but she didn't care. Instead she'd let this other dude, a Chad-lite (who had a GF), flirt with her in front of me.

Being rejected by her was one thing, but to be reminded over and over that I'm not her "type" was a whole new level of brutality. I couldn't understand how she could be so cruel to someone who thought the world of her.

I've lost count of the number of times I've gotten drunk alone and cried over her. I also believe it's a miracle that I didn't self delete in a drunken stupor.

I believe she was trying to send me a message -- "I'm not interested in you". Looking back, I think it would have been a whole lot less painful if she just told me she hated my face.

Inceldom: Discussed

 

[LeFrenchCel]

The oneitispill will never not be brutal

 

[B33troot]

The oneitispill will never not be brutal

Only oneitiscels can truly understand the brutality of the line "you'll never be a woman's erotic dream".

 

[BlueCore]

hopefully she's been given the Bianca treatment by now

wouldn't surprise me if she did, acting like that

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Only oneitiscels can truly understand the brutality of the line "you'll never be a woman's erotic dream".

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

 

[B33troot]

My oneitis from many years ago knew I had liked her for a long time but she didn't care. Instead she'd let this other dude, a Chad-lite (who had a GF), flirt with her in front of me.

Being rejected by her was one thing, but to be reminded over and over that I'm not her "type" was a whole new level of brutality. I couldn't understand how she could be so cruel to someone who thought the world of her.

I've lost count of the number of times I've gotten drunk alone and cried over her. I also believe it's a miracle that I didn't self delete in a drunken stupor.

I believe she was trying to send me a message -- "I'm not interested in you". Looking back, I think it would have been a whole lot less painful if she just told me she hated my face.

Inceldom: Discussed

I have another theory: she let the Chad-lite flirt with her in front of me because she wanted him to know that she was not "with" me.

It's also possible that she was paranoid that my being around her would give him the idea that me and her were "together" which would affect the way he saw her and interacted with her.

Or maybe, she was sending him a signal -- "I'm available. I have nothing to do with this loser who keeps orbiting me".

 

[Slut_Annihilator298]

Women are fucking evil disgusting savages holy shit. No wonder why אלהים gave us dominion over them.