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Hello all, glad to be joining this community!
I am joining this forum as an almost 22 year old kissless virgin.
I would like to make a post introducing myself and talking about my past life experiences, without trying to break the rules.
Please don't view any of this as a brag or lies either, I'm trying to be truthful and have very much enjoyed reading other posts on here about why we can't ascend.
First off, I was a fat incel throughout elementary school and high school and bullied relentlessly all the time.
Chads would literally beat me up and girls either always laughed at the thought of me being sexual or took pride in their collective rejection of me.
This lasted until I was around 17 and has made me keep a shy and weak non-NT personality.
As I entered college with the lingering symptoms of a concussion from being beaten-up by chad near the end of high school, I decided that I will get in as good shape as possible.
I put working out ahead of any academics to the dismay of my parents, however I ended up with around 10% body fat and a six pack.
Weirdly enough losing all the weight also radically transformed my face to the point of being chad-tier.
I only realized this after reading more on the blackpill and relating my past experiences to what is referred to as chad.
This is where the NT-Pill comes in. Even though I was chad in retrospect, in my head I am still to this day non-NT and incel from those first 17 years of my life.
Before you ban me, I am sure you can empathize with what being treated as a subhuman under constant threat of violence for the entirety of your developmental years does to a person.
I am looking back on those college days because I dropped out during Covid due to depression. I have since gained a bit of weight and have been banned from entering college again due to my bad grades in those days.
Anyways, looking back I had countless near lay-ups with girls saying hi to me, or wanting to be with me for a project, but I ruined them all due to being shy and awkward. I genuinely didn't understand much of it, but I also saw how shallow girls were. This shows how being NT is super important despite being attractive.
The most egregious time wasn't even in college. I was working out in my room inside my parents' apartment. It was a really hot summer day and I decided to take my shirt off by the end of it. I realized there were actually girls in an apartment about 200m away staring at me through the window. I decided to open mine and they start asking me questions like what's my name. I somehow respond a bit awkwardly and nothing came of it.
This is my personal evidence that the NT-pill is real and as brutal as all the other ones.
Anyways, I hope you can learn something and not permanently ban me for this post, I'm still a 22 year old incel after all this.
I am joining this forum as an almost 22 year old kissless virgin.
I would like to make a post introducing myself and talking about my past life experiences, without trying to break the rules.
Please don't view any of this as a brag or lies either, I'm trying to be truthful and have very much enjoyed reading other posts on here about why we can't ascend.
First off, I was a fat incel throughout elementary school and high school and bullied relentlessly all the time.
Chads would literally beat me up and girls either always laughed at the thought of me being sexual or took pride in their collective rejection of me.
This lasted until I was around 17 and has made me keep a shy and weak non-NT personality.
As I entered college with the lingering symptoms of a concussion from being beaten-up by chad near the end of high school, I decided that I will get in as good shape as possible.
I put working out ahead of any academics to the dismay of my parents, however I ended up with around 10% body fat and a six pack.
Weirdly enough losing all the weight also radically transformed my face to the point of being chad-tier.
I only realized this after reading more on the blackpill and relating my past experiences to what is referred to as chad.
This is where the NT-Pill comes in. Even though I was chad in retrospect, in my head I am still to this day non-NT and incel from those first 17 years of my life.
Before you ban me, I am sure you can empathize with what being treated as a subhuman under constant threat of violence for the entirety of your developmental years does to a person.
I am looking back on those college days because I dropped out during Covid due to depression. I have since gained a bit of weight and have been banned from entering college again due to my bad grades in those days.
Anyways, looking back I had countless near lay-ups with girls saying hi to me, or wanting to be with me for a project, but I ruined them all due to being shy and awkward. I genuinely didn't understand much of it, but I also saw how shallow girls were. This shows how being NT is super important despite being attractive.
The most egregious time wasn't even in college. I was working out in my room inside my parents' apartment. It was a really hot summer day and I decided to take my shirt off by the end of it. I realized there were actually girls in an apartment about 200m away staring at me through the window. I decided to open mine and they start asking me questions like what's my name. I somehow respond a bit awkwardly and nothing came of it.
This is my personal evidence that the NT-pill is real and as brutal as all the other ones.
Anyways, I hope you can learn something and not permanently ban me for this post, I'm still a 22 year old incel after all this.
