zalikell.ir.ilxyne:
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I hate how autism makes me feel why does it make me feel so stupid and clumsy, I can’t even go outside and get something from the store it’s like I’m fucked up so badly, I can barely even talk to my siblings it makes me feel so damn useless
I don’t feel like a man I feel like a sub Human who everyone shits on, even if I accomplished things it will never bring me the peace to other humans and they will always shit on me, but even worse my own body shits on me, I fucking hate it
There’s not even anything for me to do no matter how many cold showers I take or nofaps I do I will always feel like shit in the public eye.
Fuck I hate living in this body, I wish I could be free from this metaphysical prison I’m stuck in for 50 or so more years. Even kids can tell I’m “retarded” within seconds: “why does he smile like that” “he is dumb” yeah i know, FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE IN MY MISERABLE EXISTENCE
I don’t feel like a man I feel like a sub Human who everyone shits on, even if I accomplished things it will never bring me the peace to other humans and they will always shit on me, but even worse my own body shits on me, I fucking hate it
There’s not even anything for me to do no matter how many cold showers I take or nofaps I do I will always feel like shit in the public eye.
Fuck I hate living in this body, I wish I could be free from this metaphysical prison I’m stuck in for 50 or so more years. Even kids can tell I’m “retarded” within seconds: “why does he smile like that” “he is dumb” yeah i know, FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE IN MY MISERABLE EXISTENCE