Venting BPD is mental torture

[JoeBruhcel]

Having BPD is like living in mental torture 24/7, I have no self identity, my thoughts and moods can change in a matter of minutes/hours.
I have suicidal thoughts almost all the time and attempted before and I self harm sometimes, it's like a fucking warzone inside my head.
I've had anger problems for decades and I have to snap every few months, I hate dissociating and feeling like a fucking shell, I also have Paranoid Personality Disorder so I'm fucking paranoid 24/7 and can't trust anyone with anything.
Any mentalcels/bpdcels? how tf do you deal with this shit? i dont wanna take the jew pills

 

[Deleted member 35171]

The gym cured my mental diseases

 

[Mecoja]

I feel like a shit all the time.

 

[HeroinNihilism]

Borderline PD or Bipolar Disorder?

 

[HowHerring]

Just copy the entire personality of someone who gave you a fraction of attention, bro Then binge buy a bunch of useless crap. And don't forget to hurt yourself and wish all the world a painful death while simultaneously feeling like you're the worst human being ever.
Inceldom and mental disorders is a match made in hell.

 

[JoeBruhcel]

Borderline PD or Bipolar Disorder?

Borderline

 

[Mainländer]

People who associate with BPDs, especially romantically, will often end up suicidal and crazy as well. It rubs off big time.

Accept Jesus, fast and pray, this will without a doubt help. There's probably not much time left.

 

[RandomGuy]

Borderline

 

[JoeBruhcel]

Accept Jesus, fast and pray,

I tried believing in God but my beliefs and thoughts change every hour lol

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Brutal. As someone who lives with chronic mental and physical illness, I can feel your pain.

does anything make you feel better? How do you cope?

 

[Caesercel]

fuck off with your muh mental illness
mental illnesses are fake

There are sane and retarded people, that's all.

Hot take. And an interesting one surely. I don't agree 100% but you're not entirely wrong.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

fuck off with your muh mental illness
mental illnesses are fake

There are sane and retarded people, that's all.

Giga based

 

[JoeBruhcel]

fuck off with your muh mental illness
mental illnesses are fake

There are sane and retarded people, that's all.

Isn't autism a mental illness? So your autism is fake too?

Hot take. And an interesting one surely. I don't agree 100% but you're not entirely wrong.

Just stop having depression and mental illness theory

 

[JoeBruhcel]

lived in a homeless shelter for many years. Trust me when I tell you that mental illness is real. At least its real with me. I have anxiety and depression

The homeless shelter was just a psyop by da juiwwws to convince you mental illnesses are real

I cope with suicidal ideation. Thoughts of non-existence from death are liberating and motivating to me.

Interesting

 

[Deleted member 37148]

fuck off with your muh mental illness
mental illnesses are fake

There are sane and retarded people, that's all.

That's a completely retarded caveman response you have absolutely 0 idea what its like being inside someone else mind. Educate yourself before making an ass out of yourself

 

[Mainländer]

I tried believing in God but my beliefs and thoughts change every hour lol

Once saved always saved. Go for it.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

fuck off with your muh mental illness
mental illnesses are fake

There are sane and retarded people, that's all.

sigma mindset

 

[JoeBruhcel]

sigma mindset

just be a robot with no emotions theory

 

[JoeBruhcel]

I do not have any so-called mental illness you braindead coconut.

then why do you whine 24/7 about your autism?

In the mental health industry they do not help you with improving your life, they give you Jew pills and let you rot.

if you read a single word in my thread you'd notice how I said "I don't want to take the jew pills"

 

[JoeBruhcel]

then why do you take their diagnoses seriously?

when did I say I was diagnosed?

but the fact that you do not take your damn medication clearly tells me that you do not even believe you are mentally ill.

I've never even set foot in a therapist's office lmfao

You just use your Bipolar Disorder diagnosis to earn sympathy points.

the post was a venting post, idk if you can't read but you can clearly see that I put the "venting" tag on it.

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@[UWSL] /data/avatars/s/21/21221.jpg?1610318328 [/UWSL]@ThoughtfulCel

why would gorillas care about mental illnesses they're too busy eating bananas

You have reasons to be sad

I don't disagree with you on that bruh
I was venting about my experience, idc about a diagnosis and I don't even plan on going to (((therapy)))
But you only focused on the BPD part and started telling me shit I already know and agree with

 

[Deleted member 38086]

The gym cured my mental diseases

Are you still going to tge gym?

 

[Deleted member 35171]

Are you still going to tge gym?

yes

 

[Deleted member 38086]

Keep falling for all the fake Jew diseases.

Read the book Myth of Mental Illness by Thomas Szasz. People who blame their fake mental illnesses on inceldom might as well just say they're retarded.

Retardation is a illness of the mind though.

yes

Then it didnt cure it. You are just too tired to feel it. Just stop gymceling and you will see it coming back.

 

[Zer0/∞]

The gym cured my mental diseases

 

[JoeBruhcel]

the gym is just a distraction/cope, I'm not against it or saying it doesn't help sometimes but it's not a "cure"

 

[Deleted member 29230]

Having BPD is like living in mental torture 24/7, I have no self identity, my thoughts and moods can change in a matter of minutes/hours.
I have suicidal thoughts almost all the time and attempted before and I self harm sometimes, it's like a fucking warzone inside my head.
I've had anger problems for decades and I have to snap every few months, I hate dissociating and feeling like a fucking shell, I also have Paranoid Personality Disorder so I'm fucking paranoid 24/7 and can't trust anyone with anything.
Any mentalcels/bpdcels? how tf do you deal with this shit? i dont wanna take the jew pills

I think I have bpd also it fucking kills me inside it is mental torture

 

[JoeBruhcel]

I think I have bpd also it fucking kills me inside it is mental torture

were you ever diagnosed?

 

[Deleted member 29230]

were you ever diagnosed?

No but I sure as shot feel like it

 

[Deleted member 2059]

BPD is a foid illness. I never heard of a male with BPD.

 

[JoeBruhcel]

BPD is a foid illness. I never heard of a male with BPD.

I probably shouldn't have used the term BPD, i just thought it was the closest term that encapsulates what I experience everyday. I don't care about the (((diagnosis))) or (((therapy)))

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

See, this right here clearly tells me that you suffer from a bad memory and not so-called bipolar disorder.

If you do not want to take their medicaton, then why do you take their diagnoses seriously? If you are convinced that you are ill, you should take your medication, but the fact that you do not take your damn medication clearly tells me that you do not even believe you are mentally ill. You just use your Bipolar Disorder diagnosis to earn sympathy points.

This is like complaining about being obese, while eating 10k calories a day.
@ThoughtfulCel

Exactly. Great anaology

If I was convinced i had covid , I'd take whatever bullshit vaccine they pushed out. If someone is truly convinced they have a mental illness, why wouldn't they get treated for it? It makes zero sense.

 

[JoeBruhcel]

Exactly. Great anaology

If I was convinced i had covid , I'd take whatever bullshit vaccine they pushed out. If someone is truly convinced they have a mental illness, why wouldn't they get treated for it? It makes zero sense.

Bruh gorillas can't read

 

[Deleted member 35171]

Then it didnt cure it. You are just too tired to feel it. Just stop gymceling and you will see it coming back

You say that as if the default natural state of our species is being couch potatoes when in fact it's the other way around.

Also lifting doesn't tire me that much, or maybe I just don't feel it because I go to the gym in the evening. When I come back I eat dinner and go to bed shortly after.

 

[Deleted member 38086]

You say that as if the default natural state of our species is being couch potatoes when in fact it's the other way around.

Also lifting doesn't tire me that much, or maybe I just don't feel it because I go to the gym in the evening. When I come back I eat dinner and go to bed shortly after.

 

[Grashüpfer]

I thought BPD is reserved for dyed hair "depressed" whores?