Stupid Clown
The only good women are the dead ones
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- Nov 29, 2022
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I'm bored of everything. It's all just the same repetitive dopamine releases over and over again. I'm numb to it. When I play a video game I feel nothing. I grow distracted by my thoughts and stop playing. It's a great struggle to even use this forum or engage in any form of socializing in general. I've reached the end of the hedonic treadmill. Last week I was so desperate to feel anything that I jerked off while eating and listening to music simultaneously. Nothing. Nothing other than that numb emptiness and a burning hatred and desire to stop existing. This is what hell feels like.