jonso
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It was cucked but it was nice to believe in love, beauty, justice, goodness. I wanted to give good and love to people, to make the world a better place. I believed in finding the one true love. I believed that many women are good and intelligent and that one of them will have the perfect peronality and that we will start a family together.
I projected all my dreams onto a oneitis which kept as an orbiter to take away my money at every occassion and swiped the floor with me when her chad crush told her to.
The world rejected me and all the love I wanted to give to it. It started in elementary school, I had no friends. But it got worst in highschool when I witnessed all the normies having fun, having sex, having friends... I wasn't even invited to class parties. Now I've been rotting on the univeristy for years, studying and wagecucking and each day coming back to an empty flat. Blackpill showed me the truth. I hate the world and see it as an ugly place, the women - as animals.
But I miss the old fantasy. If the bluebilled world was such a beautiful, based place! I wanted it to be true so much that if I didn't get fucked by genes I would probably be the goodest and most bluepilled of normies. I can see why normies cannot or do not want to understand us. And why they are so shocked when faced with the monstERs they create.
I projected all my dreams onto a oneitis which kept as an orbiter to take away my money at every occassion and swiped the floor with me when her chad crush told her to.
The world rejected me and all the love I wanted to give to it. It started in elementary school, I had no friends. But it got worst in highschool when I witnessed all the normies having fun, having sex, having friends... I wasn't even invited to class parties. Now I've been rotting on the univeristy for years, studying and wagecucking and each day coming back to an empty flat. Blackpill showed me the truth. I hate the world and see it as an ugly place, the women - as animals.
But I miss the old fantasy. If the bluebilled world was such a beautiful, based place! I wanted it to be true so much that if I didn't get fucked by genes I would probably be the goodest and most bluepilled of normies. I can see why normies cannot or do not want to understand us. And why they are so shocked when faced with the monstERs they create.
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