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1. Two old veteran foid superiors from my office laughed at me in the early morning as I walked past them when arriving to work , gossiping out loud and making fun of how weird I am even though I mind my own business and hearing them express their hate of me openly. First ever time this has happened . They have insulted me verbally by name calling me and comparing me to “trash” and asking my normie co worker bullies what happens to “trash” like me and saying that “trash” like me should be thrown out while laughing out loud and physically tried to intimidate me by smashing her mug downwards onto the surface of a table at the office’s kitchen pantry and stomping on my feet when my chronic disease activated and it swelled up my feet even though they knew since I explained to them , also tugged at my shirt and yelled while stomping both feet like a child “why aren’t you listening to me! You are like a brick wall!” I have too many of these too count sadly. I have reported them to our equivalent of a HR and only for these cases to be “investigated” and being told that “it never happened.” Even though I documented it with the building’s free psychologist who mocks my existence every forced session after having been complained about constantly by seemingly many normies who wanted me to be gone or fired or punished. But I’m here to stay as the contract forces me to complete 2 years.
I’m almost finished with 4-5 months left thankfully. Counting down the days left everyday. I ignored these old gossiping foids who kept calling out to me and saying I am “nonsense” and sighing and scoffing at me with death stares. When I walked past them they got angry and said “why do you keep walking around us!” JFL I’m not even doing anything and already can’t even be allowed to just do my own things , no human rights for an ugly face am I right? Just ignored and kept going my own way fuck them.
2. A new normie co worker who I saw yesterday in the lobby death staring me when I passed by waiting to be interviewed only to be posted into my department. Indian and height mogs all of us. Is NT and on the first day when introducing himself was comfortable because others were constantly feeding this fucker validation and positive feedback by smiling and even hanging out with him. On my first day of work , everyone avoided me. I was already made fun of when I was at my foid superior’s desk telling me “what is wrong with your face?I don’t like how your face looks.” Mind you , in the middle of this foid delegating work to me as a new member of the office . It was only just a few weeks in for me and I was already being insulted up front so casually . One day of this Indian tall normie who is charismatic mogs to the grave my estimated 18 months of working here. Already is surrounded constantly by others , I never have seen them smile this much. The fucker has a recessed chin and protruding lips but is saved with decent eyebrows and eye area and height and charisma. But obviously we know being NT is bullshit because at the end of the day it’s just whether your ugly or not. I believe I have overrated myself as a cope all these years . I think that I “mog” but who’s the one sitting alone at lunch , who’s the senior who I am being treated worse than juniors ? Clearly I’m just an ugly burnt out man who kept trying to cope that I’m somehow better than others because that kept me going when I was suffering and being hated everyday at work , this cope needs to stop. I don’t know why it took me so long to realize I’m just uglier than them and it won’t matter if I try to pathetically pretend of be NT when I’ll just look like a wolf in sheep’s clothing obviously to everyone. Sure social skills would help since mine has degraded over the many years from everyone not wanting to interact with me. But there’s only so much you can do when your ugly. I am only a few kg overweight but I’ve seen “obese” people who are easily 20-30kg overweight still have friends. Normies can tell if your decent looking under all that fat. Even when underweight or healthy weight still got treated like shit.
The Indian recruit today already tried talking to me rudely demanding to use the computer I’m using without even saying please as I’m a senior. Yet is polite to the others. I say no and you’ll laugh if you saw his expression since everyone was being such cucks and providing him and showering this fuck with plenty of positive reinforcement and I broke that rhythm and he looked pissed jfl. Kept death staring me and even tried to put me on the spot in front of everyone but I just put him back on the spot as best I could as it was just me vs him and the others , plus I’m fucking exhausted from all this bullshit I only have so much energy to deal with this since this is a daily shit show for me. Fuck that fucker and everyone. He’s much more confrontational compared to the others and is Low inhibit , already trying to test me in his 2nd day of working here . Wish I could kill everyone here and drown this ducking normie head first into poisonous rivers in India. I already death stared this fucker a few times back and rolled my eyes back as well and put him in his place by saying no multiple times to him trying to use my computer as the annoying Indian curry fuck he is.
3. The gay faggot that I’ve mentioned a few times in my threads strikes again today. Was using my phone in the office browsing .is only for my calf to be kicked hard. I turned around and saw this faggot’s annoying face. I could tell this fucker was happy he did that but tried his best to appear stoic . I looked at this fucker and stared at him , offended that a faggot would even dare be in my presence. I demanded he said sorry after he just acted like nothing happened and stared into his phone. He whimpered out a “sorry” pathetically but sarcastically. Started pointing my finger at him warning the faggot not to fuck with me since he kept shoving the chair I was in whenever he didn't get to use my computer when I know damn well there was other computers to use and he wanted to fuck with me and act innocent claiming that somehow shoving my chair I was in and other chairs into me was an 'accident.'
Fucker said I had no evidence on him and started saying no one would believe me. I was alone with this fucker in the office because everyone went to lunch. I shoved his shoulder and I guess I activated his faggot voice and his tone started going from manly to feminine and yelling "don't touch me with your dirty hands!" The other co workers heard it and came pouring in to see what was happening so they could gossip about something new , by then I walked off. Fucker I warned this asshole so many times .
So that's life. This is just one day. Plenty more to go.
I’m almost finished with 4-5 months left thankfully. Counting down the days left everyday. I ignored these old gossiping foids who kept calling out to me and saying I am “nonsense” and sighing and scoffing at me with death stares. When I walked past them they got angry and said “why do you keep walking around us!” JFL I’m not even doing anything and already can’t even be allowed to just do my own things , no human rights for an ugly face am I right? Just ignored and kept going my own way fuck them.
2. A new normie co worker who I saw yesterday in the lobby death staring me when I passed by waiting to be interviewed only to be posted into my department. Indian and height mogs all of us. Is NT and on the first day when introducing himself was comfortable because others were constantly feeding this fucker validation and positive feedback by smiling and even hanging out with him. On my first day of work , everyone avoided me. I was already made fun of when I was at my foid superior’s desk telling me “what is wrong with your face?I don’t like how your face looks.” Mind you , in the middle of this foid delegating work to me as a new member of the office . It was only just a few weeks in for me and I was already being insulted up front so casually . One day of this Indian tall normie who is charismatic mogs to the grave my estimated 18 months of working here. Already is surrounded constantly by others , I never have seen them smile this much. The fucker has a recessed chin and protruding lips but is saved with decent eyebrows and eye area and height and charisma. But obviously we know being NT is bullshit because at the end of the day it’s just whether your ugly or not. I believe I have overrated myself as a cope all these years . I think that I “mog” but who’s the one sitting alone at lunch , who’s the senior who I am being treated worse than juniors ? Clearly I’m just an ugly burnt out man who kept trying to cope that I’m somehow better than others because that kept me going when I was suffering and being hated everyday at work , this cope needs to stop. I don’t know why it took me so long to realize I’m just uglier than them and it won’t matter if I try to pathetically pretend of be NT when I’ll just look like a wolf in sheep’s clothing obviously to everyone. Sure social skills would help since mine has degraded over the many years from everyone not wanting to interact with me. But there’s only so much you can do when your ugly. I am only a few kg overweight but I’ve seen “obese” people who are easily 20-30kg overweight still have friends. Normies can tell if your decent looking under all that fat. Even when underweight or healthy weight still got treated like shit.
The Indian recruit today already tried talking to me rudely demanding to use the computer I’m using without even saying please as I’m a senior. Yet is polite to the others. I say no and you’ll laugh if you saw his expression since everyone was being such cucks and providing him and showering this fuck with plenty of positive reinforcement and I broke that rhythm and he looked pissed jfl. Kept death staring me and even tried to put me on the spot in front of everyone but I just put him back on the spot as best I could as it was just me vs him and the others , plus I’m fucking exhausted from all this bullshit I only have so much energy to deal with this since this is a daily shit show for me. Fuck that fucker and everyone. He’s much more confrontational compared to the others and is Low inhibit , already trying to test me in his 2nd day of working here . Wish I could kill everyone here and drown this ducking normie head first into poisonous rivers in India. I already death stared this fucker a few times back and rolled my eyes back as well and put him in his place by saying no multiple times to him trying to use my computer as the annoying Indian curry fuck he is.
3. The gay faggot that I’ve mentioned a few times in my threads strikes again today. Was using my phone in the office browsing .is only for my calf to be kicked hard. I turned around and saw this faggot’s annoying face. I could tell this fucker was happy he did that but tried his best to appear stoic . I looked at this fucker and stared at him , offended that a faggot would even dare be in my presence. I demanded he said sorry after he just acted like nothing happened and stared into his phone. He whimpered out a “sorry” pathetically but sarcastically. Started pointing my finger at him warning the faggot not to fuck with me since he kept shoving the chair I was in whenever he didn't get to use my computer when I know damn well there was other computers to use and he wanted to fuck with me and act innocent claiming that somehow shoving my chair I was in and other chairs into me was an 'accident.'
Fucker said I had no evidence on him and started saying no one would believe me. I was alone with this fucker in the office because everyone went to lunch. I shoved his shoulder and I guess I activated his faggot voice and his tone started going from manly to feminine and yelling "don't touch me with your dirty hands!" The other co workers heard it and came pouring in to see what was happening so they could gossip about something new , by then I walked off. Fucker I warned this asshole so many times .
So that's life. This is just one day. Plenty more to go.
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