Serious BlackPill and Loss of Libido

[DarkTyrant]

It's been 3 years since i got the Black Pill.
At first i fell into depression,but then i got out of it.
After the blackpill i started to appreciate loneliness more and more,and after the depression stage i got into an apathic stage where i was neither sad nor happy.
My libido was still strong either in the depression stage or in the apathic stage,even though i started losing interest in relationships with girls because romantic love didn't seem so pleasing to me after i got the blackpill.
I also had a more active social life in those periods compared to now where my social life is 0 because i had to go to school and i had friends to play football with.
Now i'm going to University and my social life is 0 because i didn't feel the need to make friends(i just talk with someone at uni when i need something or they need something) and also because now i don't totally feel the need to have a relationship with a girl nor sex and in the last month i noticed that my physycal attraction to girls totally disappeared,but a new mental kind of attraction was born on this January,but since it's mental i feel the need to masturbate much less.
I'm also happier now than before also because the university environment is much more stimulating.
Is anyone experiencing this like me or did anyone experience this?Tell me your experience please.
I'm gonna check my testosterone level obviously,but i suspect that my testo levels are fine and that my loss of interest in the physical side of girls and my loss of libido overall is a result of the blackpill process that started 3 years ago.
I knew other blackpilled teenagers that after the blackpill/redpill they experienced my 2 same stages:first depression and then apathy.

These are some example of redpill/blackpill men that lost attraction to girls after taking the redpill(but i knew much more)




http://www.sosuave.net/forum/threads/lost-interest-in-women.206465/

https://www.mgtow.com/forums/topic/anyone-elses-sex-drive-plummet-after-taking-the-red-pill/page/2/

 

[excel]

Yup, same thing happened to me too. I think nofap accelerated the loss in libido which is unfathomable. I have a theory for this though.

Being in monk mode for the past 2 years and not physically being around any women (at home, work, outside (JFL) ) will kill any remaining libido. Either that or I’m just growing old. Testosterone scores etc are all normal-high.

 

[The End]

I hate women and want nothing to do with them...
...other than sticking my dick inside them...
...and hurting them.

 

[DarkTyrant]

up

 

[Kurdish_Incel]

I hate women and want nothing to do with them...
...other than sticking my dick inside them...
...and hurting them.

Amalt?

 

[Evidential]

Tbh I'm horny as fuck even after the blackpill This will pass once I start aging

 

[DarkTyrant]

Tbh I'm horny as fuck even after the blackpill This will pass once I start aging

how much time has passed since your blackpillation?

 

[Evidential]

how much time has passed since your blackpillation?

9 months...

 

[FiveFourManlet]

i am going though this now and im sure its low testosterone from something, ill be starting TRT soon you should too

 

[Agent_Coper]

Yeah, count me in. I've never had a particularly strong sex drive, but for a long time now, I feel like an impotent cuck who could go for weeks or even months without fapping.

Since I'm an oldcel, it's probably over for me anyway. Not sure if I'll check my T level, but I'm pretty damn sure it's as low as it gets.

 

[DarkTyrant]

i'm gonna check my t-level but im sure that the blackpill effect matters

 

[Evildoer]

Maybe those redpillers and you were never actually attracted to femoids, and you just need to run a gay game? Can't be an incel being gay tbh.

 

[BabyFacedIncel]

I think the increase stimulation you have in life is because you are not jerking off as much

I fucking wish though my libido/desire would drop. Whenever I see a femoid I just wanna ram my face in her ass SO BAD. But maybe in time

 

[DarkTyrant]

Maybe those redpillers and you were never actually attracted to femoids, and you just need to run a gay game? Can't be an incel being gay tbh.

nope i'm not gay

 

[Izayacel]

red/blackpill rage, a pretty usual phase, i seem to experience, i lerned all that shit way to late, you exist to serve and serve only, and you aint got value as a person, but how you look to others ( abs height plappering bs etc quasi shit that is tolerated by the media )

humnans are so fake its ridiculous, always when i watch anime and see humanness in it im like good damn thats humanity , feels good to see that look 3 gatsu no lion, nerd cares for others and others care for him even foids lol, here your laughed at once you show signs of weakness

 

[DarkTyrant]

i'm not in rage phase,i'm happy now,it's just that since the blackpill i gradually lost interest in women

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

It might be low test tbh, might aswell start taking steroids if you have nothing to lose rather than become a eunuch.

 

[anondump]

I thought the red pill was that jews ran everything and the racepill...

 

[DarkTyrant]

It might be low test tbh, might aswell start taking steroids if you have nothing to lose rather than become a eunuch.

nah,steroids suck,anyway i'm gonna do some check.

 

[LebaneseCel]

You're just coping. If anything the blackpill will result in you becoming hornier than ever once you realize that the girls are all having sex with Chads while not giving you a single sexual chance.

 

[DarkTyrant]

still have to check my t-level,anyway i remember that when i checked my T-level 2 years ago it was around 343 and i had a lot of erection and masturbated a lot,even though 343 isn't a good level(btw i don't look like a soy boy,i look like older than my age,masculine and i have a deep voice).
What are your T-levels?
I also wanna hear some other experience.
still have to check my t-level,anyway i remember that when i checked my T-level 2 years ago it was around 343 and i had a lot of erection and masturbated a lot,even though 343 isn't a good level(btw i don't look like a soy boy,i look like older than my age,masculine and i have a deep voice).
What are your T-levels?
I also wanna hear some other experience.

 

[_wifebeater_]

Maybe it's just a cope from your brain.

 

[DarkTyrant]

it's not a cope,my libido is decreasing even more and in this period is unstable in the sense that one day i'm attracted to a certain kind of girls and the other day to another type of girls,but overall my libido is declining day by day.

 

[TrueAlphaMale]

Women are disgusting and vile creatures

 

[Evildoer]

Maybe it's just a cope from your brain.

You'll never know until a moment. Brain copes can be tricky, i know by myself.

 

[DarkTyrant]

i'm not even ugly or incel,i'm just blackpilled,so it can't be cope.

 

[DarkTyrant]

up

 

[Weed]

i'm not even ugly or incel,i'm just blackpilled,so it can't be cope.

pm me your pic tbhthb

 

[TheCrusader0201]

I feel, I received the blackpill by myself, at age 13, I use the internet since I was 9, and always with discretion, I distinguished myself from others by being closed and very conclusive, I interpose the intelligence to the body, I would say that I do asceticism sometimes, this makes me superior!

Women are disgusting and vile creatures

 

[Fontaine]

The blackpill and nofap have destroyed my libido.

 

[Robo Sapien]

Your starting not to give a fuck, which is the best place to be as an incel. Keeping to your self is really a good way to avoid drama. Congratulations tbh

 

[DarkTyrant]

i enjoyed having libido because it made masturbation more pleasuring.
I still have the urge to fap even if i don't feel attraction to women anymore,but i fap mechanically and the pleasure is much less.

pm me your pic tbhthb

i don't know you,you could be a feminist spy

 

[RichCel]

My libido is fine, but my attraction to femoids certainly evolved. I almost always prefer jacking it to escortcelling. I could have a whore every week but I am usually down to once/twice a month.

I also used to pay for GFE, now I can't stand it.

 

[DarkTyrant]

My libido is fine, but my attraction to femoids certainly evolved. I almost always prefer jacking it to escortcelling. I could have a whore every week but I am usually down to once/twice a month.

I also used to pay for GFE, now I can't stand it.

whats GFE?

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Girlfriend Experience.

 

[RichCel]

whats GFE?

Girlfriend experience, meaning the whore pretends to enjoy it, usually includes extended foreplay and cuddling in the end. In some cases may also mean bareback blowjob, but you have to be some special kind of stupid to do bareback anything with whores.

 

[DarkTyrant]

I checked my testo levels and they're low:262 (200/850)
My doc says that's normal because it's in the range but he's an old manletcel stupid one who doesn't even take in consideration that among that range there are also 50+years old who've been checked.
My libido is almost gone,i produce very little sperm,and i think that i also got some prostratitis because sometime when i try to fap to cum some drops of sperm r b4 ejaculation i have pain in my penis.
Luckily i'm not experiencing symptoms like fatigue or depression due to low testo but this thing has to be solved because i loved fapping and having libido.
Last Summer i fapped 10 times in a day with large amount of sperm,now i can fap at max once a day with some drops of sperm.
it's over boyz.

 

[doktordoom]

I checked my testo levels and they're low:262 (200/850)
My doc says that's normal because it's in the range but he's an old manletcel stupid one who doesn't even take in consideration that among that range there are also 50+years old who've been checked.
My libido is almost gone,i produce very little sperm,and i think that i also got some prostratitis because sometime when i try to fap to cum some drops of sperm r b4 ejaculation i have pain in my penis.
Luckily i'm not experiencing symptoms like fatigue or depression due to low testo but this thing has to be solved because i loved fapping and having libido.
Last Summer i fapped 10 times in a day with large amount of sperm,now i can fap at max once a day with some drops of sperm.
it's over boyz.

fuck well if you are 50+ i can see those types of T-Levels but if you're in your 20s 30s early 40s that's pretty low. do you work out? what's your diet? crazy how you went fapping from 10 times a day to once over such a short period. i still jack off 3-4 times a day still and even when i was a heroin addict too (drugs kill ur libido apparently)...

 

[Cynistic]

I hate women and want nothing to do with them...
...other than sticking my dick inside them...
...and hurting them.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

my libido is dead as a rock, i have to convince myself to fap because I know it will feel good when I bust a nut and thats it. no desire

 

[DarkTyrant]

fuck well if you are 50+ i can see those types of T-Levels but if you're in your 20s 30s early 40s that's pretty low. do you work out? what's your diet? crazy how you went fapping from 10 times a day to once over such a short period. i still jack off 3-4 times a day still and even when i was a heroin addict too (drugs kill ur libido apparently)...

i'm 19,i don't workout anymore,normal weight,but i guess that my testo dropped because of other reason,its no coincidence that i got penis pain when fapping also.
I read that prostatitis is linked to that and can reduce the amount of sperm your testicles produce.
I can't even do a normal spermio-test because of how few sperm i cum.

my libido is dead as a rock, i have to convince myself to fap because I know it will feel good when I bust a nut and thats it. no desire

yeah,almost same.
I fap more because i still have some physiological pleasure but my libido is dead af.
My doctor btw says that's all ok because my levels are in the range lol

 

[VisVoi]

I think my testosterone actually decreased after learning the blackpill, likely an effect of LDARing.
That said, my inhibition is gone in so far as that I don't feel any embarassment about anything. I'm now an open misogynist irl, it's freeing.

 

[DarkTyrant]

UP
i wanna hear others' experiences.