Been thinking about this and wondering if I need to leave the forum… I think it’s maybe starting to become too much for me. I try to be the best I can and try to support brocels but at a certain point the futility of everything, my own efforts and the efforts of others, just seems too crushing to come back from.
That and while so many of us are suffering there are people on this forum “rizzing” girls on discord like it’s nothing? Makes me wonder how many people are faking it, not necessarily being a “fakecel” but just faking the pain and rejection to stay on the forum and shoot the shit with everyone, while they still have access to female companionship and communication…
I’m sorry if I’m derailing your thread but I’m really just considering if this is a good place in general and a good place for me to stay. Your post got me thinking about that. The pain we all feel, it’s just too real, it’s too much to bear alone but here we often don’t bear it together but rather we make fun of other people who are going through shit.