Me too. I'm weak, unhealthy and ugly. But I'm a fucking coward. My height is average at best. I can't compete against normies.
So, you're white then? Maybe you have blue/green eyes? Are you not bald/balding? If so, that's a good thing.
Depends. If it's cold I get whiter than Finnish people and if it's hot I look like a typical tanned person that just came back from the beach (because of blood circulation closer to the surface of the skin to get cooled).
If I had blue or green eyes I would have slayed this city and state by now, people with these eyes are worshipped as gods/goddesses here. If you have blue or green eyes you already won everything in life, even as manlet or skinny, foids will throw themselves at you just because of how much blue/green eyes are worshipped as an extremely desirable thing, they might see it as pure or I don't know the reason behind it. My eyes are almost black, and my hair is so black it even looks fake, looks like I painted it vantablack. JFL At least some people complimented my hair in the past, but everyone here has very dark hair and eyes, nothing special, but my hair is especially dark for some reason, almost like a void.
Fortunately, not balding, at least not yet, but my hair is shit. I have super oily skin so I have to take multiple showers a day to keep it dry and clean it constantly, which also makes my hair oily, and on top of that I have an extreme problem with dandruff (holy shit the list of negative aspects about me is just endless) and this shit has no cure, you can only circumvent the problem using anti dandruff shampoo which ruins your hair, but at least can keep the excess oil and dandruff under control if you do everything correctly, such always showering and properly cleaning your head. Infuriating to know that you can't cure oily skin or dandruff and can only keep circumventing the problems your whole life just taking your time away, and anti dandruff shampoos are not very cheap and they really destroy your hair, even the best hair in the world would get destroyed by these shampoos because they are really fucking strong, so after you use it, you need a conditioner and use it properly so you don't mess everything up even more.
On top of that... I'm having pimples again, they came back like 2 or 3 years ago when I didn't have them for YEARS. And to make things worse, once they are gone, they leave a fucking scar on my skin.
Now I have pimples again like an early teenager and several pimple marks (dark spots after the pimples go away) that can't be removed or lightened. Holy fucking shit, just how much of a joke can a body be?
And I can't understand why this happens, I take on AVERAGE 3 showers per day, if it's hot I take up to 5, yes, 5, everything to keep sweat and oily skin away, and after a while I clean my skin with skin care products to prevent pimples and remove oil. Of course I have to be careful so I don't clean too much and my skin is too dry for too long because that would really fuck me up. Cleaning and drying your skin too much can be dangerous and cause endless problems for you and even serious problems that would cost your whole looks away.
So yeah, I try to take as much of good care of my skin, hair, teeth and everything as I can, but nothing will make me look better.
"Just take a shower bro
" my fucking ass. I hate people so much, I wish this entire planet would die already.