This is literally a nightmare.
You grow up and since you are a little kid you're already considered the "weird kid".
Then you get into your teens and your friends are not your friends anymore because they start to go out/having their first experiences with girls and you are ugly, so you start to get socially isolated (i was lucky that i had another ugly friend, we are friends even now, 20 years later).
Then you get into university, dragging your degree because you are not motivated (at least in my case)
Then you get a job and it's a nightmare because you're not used to be social anymore, also you start to get to know girls again and you think something has chanced since your teens, but it didn't change anything, you are being friendzoned at best.
Your childhood friends have girlfriends, even the people that bullied you are now successfull and beloved because of their looks.
Therapy is pointless, because you have to pay a woman in order to share your most intimate secrets to a being that has no idea (and she never will) what is to live your life in this way, because of something out of control.
TRT? They will not give to you, they will always find an excuse (your levels are in the low range, so it's fine, or if they are not in range they will not give it to you because of side effect - who the fuck are you to decide in my place, I want to take the risks).
You can't vent about this with anyone (except of incel spaces) because in this mockery of a society venting about being ugly will attracts normies with their pointless advices that they use to virtual signaling, except that they will laugh about you afterwards with their normie friends. I'm willingly ignoring women, trannies and cucks, but they are there, too.
There is not even an option to have a painless suicide: euthanasia in Switzerland is pricey and it's not possible to get due to "depression for being ugly" because you are not taken seriously. Nembutal is very hard to find and you risk to get scammed. If you talk about your will to kill yourself to a therapist she will call meds and forcing you to spend some time in a psychiatric ward (done that, horrible experience).
You could say escortcelling is the only relief, but after a while it worns out, it's not the real deal.
We have to SUFFER through all our miserable and pointless lives, while being mocked and used by the society to produce money, we are not offered a chance to get out in a painless way.
It is literally one of the worst possible condition you can experience.
Worse than this i can imagine just being disabled in a way you cannot even move your arms and your dick does not work, because i'd rather be a paraplegic chad (w/dick working) than myself. Id' rather have lived until 30 as a Chad than being over 30 like this.
It's a fucking nightmare and i can't wake up.
You grow up and since you are a little kid you're already considered the "weird kid".
Then you get into your teens and your friends are not your friends anymore because they start to go out/having their first experiences with girls and you are ugly, so you start to get socially isolated (i was lucky that i had another ugly friend, we are friends even now, 20 years later).
Then you get into university, dragging your degree because you are not motivated (at least in my case)
Then you get a job and it's a nightmare because you're not used to be social anymore, also you start to get to know girls again and you think something has chanced since your teens, but it didn't change anything, you are being friendzoned at best.
Your childhood friends have girlfriends, even the people that bullied you are now successfull and beloved because of their looks.
Therapy is pointless, because you have to pay a woman in order to share your most intimate secrets to a being that has no idea (and she never will) what is to live your life in this way, because of something out of control.
TRT? They will not give to you, they will always find an excuse (your levels are in the low range, so it's fine, or if they are not in range they will not give it to you because of side effect - who the fuck are you to decide in my place, I want to take the risks).
You can't vent about this with anyone (except of incel spaces) because in this mockery of a society venting about being ugly will attracts normies with their pointless advices that they use to virtual signaling, except that they will laugh about you afterwards with their normie friends. I'm willingly ignoring women, trannies and cucks, but they are there, too.
There is not even an option to have a painless suicide: euthanasia in Switzerland is pricey and it's not possible to get due to "depression for being ugly" because you are not taken seriously. Nembutal is very hard to find and you risk to get scammed. If you talk about your will to kill yourself to a therapist she will call meds and forcing you to spend some time in a psychiatric ward (done that, horrible experience).
You could say escortcelling is the only relief, but after a while it worns out, it's not the real deal.
We have to SUFFER through all our miserable and pointless lives, while being mocked and used by the society to produce money, we are not offered a chance to get out in a painless way.
It is literally one of the worst possible condition you can experience.
Worse than this i can imagine just being disabled in a way you cannot even move your arms and your dick does not work, because i'd rather be a paraplegic chad (w/dick working) than myself. Id' rather have lived until 30 as a Chad than being over 30 like this.
It's a fucking nightmare and i can't wake up.
