SuicideFuel Being non-NT and socially anxious is making me go insane.

[drowningindenial]

Dropped out of college on the FIRST DAY because i couldn't control my anxiety. Had a panic attack and got removed from class in a fucking wheelchair + ambulance. I don't have the guts to go back after all this shame. Honestly i'm tired, I can't stand this anymore. I've been always like this. I can't accept this deathcombo of being extremely shy, autistic, ugly, skinny as fuck, and ironically having a big head.

Plus i live in the fucking hypergamous shitholebananamonkeyniggermuttrepublic of brazil. Being incel and autistic here is literally 10000000x worse than being incel anywhere else, here the NTpill is absolute. If you show any sign of autism, its over. You will be treated as some kind of strange creature, not only by bitches, but everyone else.

I don't know how to cope with this anymore. I’m thinking about going and seeing a psychiatrist, but i'm kinda scared of jewpills. Have any of you guys taken jewpills ? did they work for you ?

 

[Ci Jey]

therapy is fuckin cope
you should moneymaxx with a manual job and escortmaxx, college is a fucking massive cope and nothing will change

 

[wei#3959]

Jfl seriously?

 

[LesscoBlob]

Oh fuck … not Brazil . I’m so sorry brocel.
Brazil is a hellhole for non-NT men . Your legit fucked in those third world countries if you don’t know how to interact properly like a normie .
Don’t take Jew Pills without reading the side effects first . Fuck dude . Brazil is ruthless as hell and supports dark triad maxxers . You need to get the fuck out of there . Legit not even safe for an incel . I already got threatened to be jumped in WAY safer country than Brazil . Take care please brocel . Your an easy target as brutal as this may sound for such a violent ass country .

Basically every non-Western country has a heavy obsession with dark triad maxxers.
Being non-NT in Latin America is actually very dangerous.

 

[drowningindenial]

therapy is fuckin cope
you should moneymaxx with a manual job and escortmaxx, college is a fucking massive cope and nothing will change

Too weak physically. Wouldn't be able to lift a cement bag. Also, here in thugland manual labor is an eufemism for slavery, you'be lucky if you can pay your lunch with a manual job here. Let alone escortmaxx.

 

[Ci Jey]

Too weak physically. Wouldn't be able to lift a cement bag. Also, here in thugland manual labor is an eufemism for slavery, you'be lucky if you can pay your lunch with a manual job here. Let alone escortmaxx.

look into a trade school and focus on trades such as carpentry, welding, plumber, auto mechanic, etc.
I know a brazilian guy who works with wood and he makes good money

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I don't know how to cope with this anymore. I’m thinking about going and seeing a psychiatrist, but i'm kinda scared of jewpills. Have any of you guys taken jewpills ? did they work for you ?

Try ashwaganda for anxiety. Your case is extreme though so jew meds might really be the only way forward

 

[jaded mixedcel]

If you can’t ascend in a shithole country with a staggering AIDS rate like Brazil, it never began.

 

[RealSchizo]

Dropped out of college on the FIRST DAY because i couldn't control my anxiety. Had a panic attack and got removed from class in a fucking wheelchair + ambulance. I don't have the guts to go back after all this shame. Honestly i'm tired, I can't stand this anymore. I've been always like this. I can't accept this deathcombo of being extremely shy, autistic, ugly, skinny as fuck, and ironically having a big head.

Plus i live in the fucking hypergamous shitholebananamonkeyniggermuttrepublic of brazil. Being incel and autistic here is literally 10000000x worse than being incel anywhere else, here the NTpill is absolute. If you show any sign of autism, its over. You will be treated as some kind of strange creature, not only by bitches, but everyone else.

I don't know how to cope with this anymore. I’m thinking about going and seeing a psychiatrist, but i'm kinda scared of jewpills. Have any of you guys taken jewpills ? did they work for you ?

IM in a similar position how did your parents react to you dropping out on the first day ?

 

[drowningindenial]

IM in a similar position how did your parents react to you dropping out on the first day ?

They got angry at first but eventually understood im not well in the head and stopped. It wasn't the first time i acted like this too im a fucked up person they don't expect much from me anyway.

 

[RealSchizo]

They got angry at first but eventually understood im not well in the head and stopped. It wasn't the first time i acted like this too im a fucked up person they don't expect much from me anyway.

Brutal, are you a NEET right now and do were you bullied in school ? I can relate a lot that's why wouldn't be surprised if you were brutally bullied every single day by normgoloids

 

[drowningindenial]

Brutal, are you a NEET right now and do were you bullied in school ? I can relate a lot that's why wouldn't be surprised if you were brutally bullied every single day by normgoloids

Yes im a neet rn. Yes school was hell and a big reason why im fucked up. It was around that time i started doing drugs too. Im very short (155cm) so i was bullied daily because of that too. I always fought back so it eventually got worse because of that, it was a daily hell i will never recover from bullying trauma.

 

[Incline]

skinny as fuck

mogger

 

[Incline]

Dropped out of college on the FIRST DAY because i couldn't control my anxiety. Had a panic attack and got removed from class in a fucking wheelchair + ambulance. I don't have the guts to go back after all this shame. Honestly i'm tired, I can't stand this anymore. I've been always like this. I can't accept this deathcombo of being extremely shy, autistic, ugly, skinny as fuck, and ironically having a big head.

Plus i live in the fucking hypergamous shitholebananamonkeyniggermuttrepublic of brazil. Being incel and autistic here is literally 10000000x worse than being incel anywhere else, here the NTpill is absolute. If you show any sign of autism, its over. You will be treated as some kind of strange creature, not only by bitches, but everyone else.

I don't know how to cope with this anymore. I’m thinking about going and seeing a psychiatrist, but i'm kinda scared of jewpills. Have any of you guys taken jewpills ? did they work for you ?

Just go fuck escorts I guess. Take some phenibut or alcohol etc to get some inhib temporarily.