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Basically it's a pride of bad genes; the only thing I can do is having decent writing skills so I can explain how I feel.
I always had troubles at school; since first trade I was very bad at math and in middle school I was the worst in maths.
So at 26 I had many different test with therapists and my IQ is borderline retarded.
At the same time :
- 5'8"
- babyface
- norwooding
- OCD
- weird mannerism/introvert/non NT
- I can be in society just to be the one who's laughed at
- BDD ( obsessed with my looks )
- socially inept
- very passive/never react/always gentle
So when I was a waiter in my uncle's restaurant basically I was the laughing stock where everybody thought they could say whatever they wanted.
I have problems in doing basic jobs, i have no memory; no problem solving and I don't learn like every other guy.
Younger guys who are newbies at work are assertive because they are more skilled than me.
I live to be MOGGED.
I always had troubles at school; since first trade I was very bad at math and in middle school I was the worst in maths.
So at 26 I had many different test with therapists and my IQ is borderline retarded.
At the same time :
- 5'8"
- babyface
- norwooding
- OCD
- weird mannerism/introvert/non NT
- I can be in society just to be the one who's laughed at
- BDD ( obsessed with my looks )
- socially inept
- very passive/never react/always gentle
So when I was a waiter in my uncle's restaurant basically I was the laughing stock where everybody thought they could say whatever they wanted.
I have problems in doing basic jobs, i have no memory; no problem solving and I don't learn like every other guy.
Younger guys who are newbies at work are assertive because they are more skilled than me.
I live to be MOGGED.