My heart is beating so fast I feel like breaking all my sht. I don't have much cuz im a loser but I feel like fucking up my life by breaking all my shit I have a nice 4k camera a laptop my phone and I might buy some vodka just to make it worse. There's no point in me living a normal life cuzi can't all cause of my fucking height nobody wants to hang out with my anymore I have no one every night is the same I go to bed alone my own parents don't even love me they know I'm a disappointment cuz im short I should just see how much I can fuck up my life at this moment because it stresses me out too much fuck all of this it's bullshit
