FidelCashflow
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I'm stuck awake in the middle of the night looking back on my life.
I think about how much time has passed in my life and how nothing has changed. My whole life being crippled by social anxiety has completely ruined my life.
I look back and cant remember any memories of fun times. Nothing in highschool, and now nothing in college.
Its especially depressing when I'm outside at the park and I see tons of people my age hanging out with their friends. I think about how something like that should be so normal for a human being, but for me it cannot ever happen.
I just want to end it all. I can't bear the thought of becoming older and wageslaving. My whole life has passed me by and I havent done anything with it.
I dont even care about sex or romance, I just want to feel like a normal socializing human.
I think about how much time has passed in my life and how nothing has changed. My whole life being crippled by social anxiety has completely ruined my life.
I look back and cant remember any memories of fun times. Nothing in highschool, and now nothing in college.
Its especially depressing when I'm outside at the park and I see tons of people my age hanging out with their friends. I think about how something like that should be so normal for a human being, but for me it cannot ever happen.
I just want to end it all. I can't bear the thought of becoming older and wageslaving. My whole life has passed me by and I havent done anything with it.
I dont even care about sex or romance, I just want to feel like a normal socializing human.