Human consciousness is a curse. We're conscious enough to torture ourselves but that's about it. I wish i could be an animal. No thoughts except for food and pussy. Wolves dont contemplate life.
I can do nothing more than just thinking about how its all over. How i am lesser than the larger population and there is no changing that. I could never understand the beauty of being born well off enough to be able to be dismissive of it all. To not be reminded of my socialtal place everytime someone looks at me. I cannot even scroll the internet without the torture of my own reality.
I will never be loved. I will never be accepted. I will never feel the loving touch of a woman. I will be left to rot untill i know nothing more than my own mind.
Human society is so polarized. We created our own standards. We decided as a society to take from those that are different just to make ourselves feel better. No one thinks of the suffering of others, just the existence of their own pleasure and how to get more. The more you try and reach your own euphoria, the more you hurt and push away others. You cause the suffering of everyone around you just for a small amount of happiness. We did this as a society.
This is what led to the suffering of people like us. Incels. Left to rot away because we arent perceived as good enough. We are used to make others feel good and nothing more. What they can never understand is the way our own mind destroys us. Its honestly as if we are so low on the socialtal totem pole that our own mind rejects us. Our own mind yearns for the social interactions so it exiles its own body.
Life is hell and it is inevitable.
Sorry for the rant brocels, back to lurking
I can do nothing more than just thinking about how its all over. How i am lesser than the larger population and there is no changing that. I could never understand the beauty of being born well off enough to be able to be dismissive of it all. To not be reminded of my socialtal place everytime someone looks at me. I cannot even scroll the internet without the torture of my own reality.
I will never be loved. I will never be accepted. I will never feel the loving touch of a woman. I will be left to rot untill i know nothing more than my own mind.
Human society is so polarized. We created our own standards. We decided as a society to take from those that are different just to make ourselves feel better. No one thinks of the suffering of others, just the existence of their own pleasure and how to get more. The more you try and reach your own euphoria, the more you hurt and push away others. You cause the suffering of everyone around you just for a small amount of happiness. We did this as a society.
This is what led to the suffering of people like us. Incels. Left to rot away because we arent perceived as good enough. We are used to make others feel good and nothing more. What they can never understand is the way our own mind destroys us. Its honestly as if we are so low on the socialtal totem pole that our own mind rejects us. Our own mind yearns for the social interactions so it exiles its own body.
Life is hell and it is inevitable.
Sorry for the rant brocels, back to lurking
