I have been bullied for being asian guy my whole life, sometimes i fight back but most of the time i just let them do it. I knew the reason why they do it. They were intimidated by me as another male in dating pool who have different skin color and features that made me stand out. I used to have crush, an asian girl who pretty much looks like me, we had similar features. I personally wouldn't think of myself as ugly, comparing myself to another asian guys i'm probably 7/10. I really loved her, we talked alot, we had similar interests. Until some guy asked me to back off. I convinced myself that he is her boyfriend but in my mind i knew that he isn't. I shouldn't be such a cuck but i couldn't get the courage. Turnout she's quite popular around guys and i am the target of many guys because i'm close to her. Then one day, she gotten herself a boyfriend. What sad to me was the fact that, person who had discriminated against my people managed to get himself female from my race, the girl that i loved. I was mad but there's nothing i can do. We could've been something and it's all my fault
