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[Solid]

Altercations. One of my worst fucking fears. I don't know why i'm like this, or what caused it. I was pretty rough growing up. I have to mention that I did lose both my parents pretty early in my childhood, so that might be the reason, but I don't see why? Just an hour ago I was in the gym and doing my usual split, until this skinnyfat failthugmaxxer white retard (presumably 20) smacks the machine i'm sitting on. This was obviously done in an attempt to display dominance over me, and it fucking WORKED. I did feel anger and rage, but the white boy was with some black hoodmaxxed nigga. I was shitting myself thinking if I confronted the kid the blackie would light my ass up with the glock they always carry around. Is this not fixable? Am I forced to live as some slave to fear all my life? Even blasting roids doesn't help. And I mean fucking BLASTING this shit (400 mg Tren, 750 mg test, 50 mg Dbol, 25 mg Aromasin). Am I destined to live a life of fear? I consider myself low inhib in most things, but fights are not one of them. Is it over?


TL;DR: I got bitched at the gym and wanna seppuku

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

insanemaxx people will fear you

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

doesn't matter if it's 6'7 ogre infront of you they get scared when they know you're crazy and care about nuhffing

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I bitched tallfags out multiple times in my life

dnr btw but im giving good adviceu

 

[Solid]

insanemaxx people will fear you

How should one go about this

 

[broskimann22]

get a gun too. niggers cant shoot for shit

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

How should one go about this

Sleep deprive yourself, watch fucked up shit, hurt yourself to the point pain means nothing, listen to messed up music and have dark fantasies

Soon enough playing the part will make you act the part and people will feel it

 

[slashER]

i fucking hate niggerified whites, they are the proof of how stupid and gullible normies are... next time punch him in the face so hard he cries

 

[slashER]

get a gun too. niggers cant shoot for shit

also this ^^

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Sleep deprive yourself

Don’t do this OP. Sleep deprivation will no nothing but make you feel sick, and will only make you act and look weaker.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Don’t do this OP. Sleep deprivation will no nothing but make you feel sick, and will only make you act and look weaker.

True I wouldn't recommend that one, it'd mess you up big time though

 

[VideoGameCoper]

True I wouldn't recommend that one, it'd mess you up big time though

Yeah, chronic sleep deprivation will make you look more insane over a long time and will also quite literally damage your brain, so not something good to do. I personally already do have trouble sleeping and often have that sleep deprived look. Not good for you though

 

[Solid]

Don’t do this OP. Sleep deprivation will no nothing but make you feel sick, and will only make you act and look weaker.

I'm already usually sleep deprived. So the nights that I can get good shut eye I take the opportunity to.The insomnia I have because of the cycle is fucking sickening.

 

[Animecel2D]

Sleep deprive yourself

Legit. Sleep deprivation makes me feel so low inhib, once you are tired enough you give zero shits about anything

 

[broskimann22]

Altercations. One of my worst fucking fears. I don't know why i'm like this, or what caused it. I was pretty rough growing up. I have to mention that I did lose both my parents pretty early in my childhood, so that might be the reason, but I don't see why? Just an hour ago I was in the gym and doing my usual split, until this skinnyfat failthugmaxxer white retard (presumably 20) smacks the machine i'm sitting on. This was obviously done in an attempt to display dominance over me, and it fucking WORKED. I did feel anger and rage, but the white boy was with some black hoodmaxxed nigga. I was shitting myself thinking if I confronted the kid the blackie would light my ass up with the glock they always carry around. Is this not fixable? Am I forced to live as some slave to fear all my life? Even blasting roids doesn't help. And I mean fucking BLASTING this shit (400 mg Tren, 750 mg test, 50 mg Dbol, 25 mg Aromasin). Am I destined to live a life of fear? I consider myself low inhib in most things, but fights are not one of them. Is it over?


TL;DR: I got bitched at the gym and wanna seppuku

tbh its better to stand up for yourself and get beat up then to be a bitch. obviously both scenarios suck but at least keep some of the little dignity and self respect you have

 

[Solid]

tbh its better to stand up for yourself and get beat up then to be a bitch. obviously both scenarios suck but at least keep some of the little dignity and self respect you have

I understand that very clearly. But the confidence needed to stand up and confront the guy is non existent for me.

 

[RandomGuy]

Time to relocate.

 

[FuckYou]

insanemaxx people will fear you

It’s working

 

[broskimann22]

I understand that very clearly. But the confidence needed to stand up and confront the guy is non existent for me.

“Courage isn't having the strength to go on; it is going on when you don't have the strength.”
― Napoleon Bonaparte

 

[broskimann22]

“Courage isn't having the strength to go on; it is going on when you don't have the strength.”
― Napoleon Bonaparte

kinda corny but i hope it can inspire you, even just a little bit

 

[Failed Pullout]

Altercations. One of my worst fucking fears. I don't know why i'm like this, or what caused it. I was pretty rough growing up. I have to mention that I did lose both my parents pretty early in my childhood, so that might be the reason, but I don't see why? Just an hour ago I was in the gym and doing my usual split, until this skinnyfat failthugmaxxer white retard (presumably 20) smacks the machine i'm sitting on. This was obviously done in an attempt to display dominance over me, and it fucking WORKED. I did feel anger and rage, but the white boy was with some black hoodmaxxed nigga. I was shitting myself thinking if I confronted the kid the blackie would light my ass up with the glock they always carry around. Is this not fixable? Am I forced to live as some slave to fear all my life? Even blasting roids doesn't help. And I mean fucking BLASTING this shit (400 mg Tren, 750 mg test, 50 mg Dbol, 25 mg Aromasin). Am I destined to live a life of fear? I consider myself low inhib in most things, but fights are not one of them. Is it over?


TL;DR: I got bitched at the gym and wanna seppuku

Yep same the only time I would ever feel confident is when a guy is in my weight class and height 5'6 ecto so it never happens and the one time it did I didn't even throw a punch I just grabbed his retarded afro hair and held him in place I can't fight.

 

[Solid]

“Courage isn't having the strength to go on; it is going on when you don't have the strength.”
― Napoleon Bonaparte

kinda corny but i hope it can inspire you, even just a little bit

I appreciate it brocel. Maybe I need to couragemaxx

 

[Solid]

Yep same the only time I would ever feel confident is when a guy is in my weight class and height 5'6 ecto

Yeah. That's the only time I would ever stand up and start something. It feels awful knowing the only people you're willing to raise your voice with are people weaker than you.

 

[The Abyss]

Put a picture on the wall & get used to staring it in the eyes & saying shit in the vein of assertion & aggression, might desensitise you to real thing.

Get a bucket & fill it with sand & bolts/screws, thrust your hands in & out to toughen your hands up & act as a way to become numbed to pain.

When in a situation tell yourself if you don't act you'll get shot in a minute or something, count to 2 then begin.

I haven't done these but they come to mind; let me know if any of these help if you decide to give them a go.

Don't posture up (puffed out chest face to face) if a fight starts & keep your guard up, get the other guy down if possible & throw all "rules" out the window, he sure as shit won't be abiding by any; it's not the Olympics.

 

[Solid]

Put a picture on the wall & get used to staring it in the eyes & saying shit in the vein of assertion & aggression, might desensitise you to real thing.

Get a bucket & fill it with sand & bolts/screws, thrust your hands in & out to toughen your hands up & act as a way to become numbed to pain.

When in a situation tell yourself if you don't act you'll get shot in a minute or something, count to 2 then begin.

I haven't done these but they come to mind; let me know if any of these help if you decide to give them a go.

Don't posture up (puffed out chest face to face) if a fight starts & keep your guard up, get the other guy down if possible & throw all "rules" out the window, he sure as shit won't be abiding by any; it's not the Olympics.

I need to start doing the first two. I used to box on a heavy bag (Didn't have a coach or anything so I wouldn't call it real boxing), but after I stopped I sorta softened up.

 

[PrototypeCel]

Altercations. One of my worst fucking fears. I don't know why i'm like this, or what caused it. I was pretty rough growing up. I have to mention that I did lose both my parents pretty early in my childhood, so that might be the reason, but I don't see why? Just an hour ago I was in the gym and doing my usual split, until this skinnyfat failthugmaxxer white retard (presumably 20) smacks the machine i'm sitting on. This was obviously done in an attempt to display dominance over me, and it fucking WORKED. I did feel anger and rage, but the white boy was with some black hoodmaxxed nigga. I was shitting myself thinking if I confronted the kid the blackie would light my ass up with the glock they always carry around. Is this not fixable? Am I forced to live as some slave to fear all my life? Even blasting roids doesn't help. And I mean fucking BLASTING this shit (400 mg Tren, 750 mg test, 50 mg Dbol, 25 mg Aromasin). Am I destined to live a life of fear? I consider myself low inhib in most things, but fights are not one of them. Is it over?


TL;DR: I got bitched at the gym and wanna seppuku

its normal to fear them as a sub5 male since everything usually goes wrong for you
ive been trying to toughen myself up lately but being 5ft8 makes it harder to consistently work out because i just cant help but feel like its a cope

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I'm already usually sleep deprived. So the nights that I can get good shut eye I take the opportunity to.The insomnia I have because of the cycle is fucking sickening.

I have brutal insomnia too from certain health issues and medications I have to take. Get good sleep as often as you can. Sleep is very important

 

[The Abyss]

its normal to fear them as a sub5 male since everything usually goes wrong for you

Yeah I can see that, likely bullied with a lack of friends that'll have your back & the assholes always have wingman. Stacked deck effectively.

 

[Solid]

Yeah I can see that, likely bullied with a lack of friends that'll have your back & the assholes always have wingman. Stacked deck effectively.

I had pretty bad BO from freshmen year (9th) to junior (11th) in highschool. Was constantly tormented because of it and made me a complete recluse. If I could go back in time I would disfigure the faggots faces and rape their whore gfs infront of them.

 

[The Abyss]

I had pretty bad BO from freshmen year (9th) to junior (11th) in highschool. Was constantly tormented because of it and made me a complete recluse. If I could go back in time I would disfigure the faggots faces and rape their whore gfs infront of them.

Yeah unfortunately many of us realise the immunity we would of had as "children" is squandered now we're adults. You can get away with a lot before a certain age.

 

[Solid]

Yeah unfortunately many of us realise the immunity we would of had as "children" is squandered now we're adults. You can get away with a lot before a certain age.

Brutal realization when it happens for the first time.

 

[RandomGuy]

It’s working

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Start meditating, your amygdala is probably overactive

 

[Solid]

Start meditating, your amygdala is probably overactive

What does meditating do to the amygdala? Can it really lessen its activity?

 

[Balding Subhuman]

What does meditating do to the amygdala? Can it really lessen its activity?

Proven by studies

Meditation and yoga practice are associated with smaller right amygdala volume: the Rotterdam study

To determine the association between meditation and yoga practice, experienced stress, and amygdala and hippocampal volume in a large population-based study. This study was embedded within the population-based Rotterdam Study and included 3742 participants ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov