I know the feeling. I had to ask my dad for £20 this week just so I could afford food. I'm living the NEET life at the moment, so I'm on the benies. I've spent too much of them this month, because I'm sick of not being able to treat myself every now and then. Most of my money goes on rent and food, after that, I have a pittance to spend on other stuff. I'm thinking about getting a job as a parcel sorter now. It's only 6 hours a day and the hours are 11pm-5am, so it's ideal for me because I'm usually up until around 6am anyway. I'm just sick of being in this rut that I find myself in currently. It's mainly due to the stupidly expensive rent on the place where I'm living (I live in a city), but my lease doesn't end until September, so I'm pretty much stuck here until then and I've never even met the landlady once in the 6 months that I've been living here. It wouldn't surprise me if she's living back in China where she's from originally. Fucking sucks man.