There's two reasons I'm glad I'm bipolar:
1. I receive disability payments and can therefore be NEET.
2. Once in a while I become manic
Being manic is the best feeling in the world. It's pure euphoria. I have the confidence of a God. I feel like the most powerful person in the world. I have religious experiences, (I have seen Jesus Christ in my bedroom for example). When I'm manic I go around town and talk to everyone, I dance in the streets and I don't give a fuck about anything. I become super low-inhib which is the opposite of what I usually am. I've taken flights to Prague and Copenhagen and only lived off of beer for a week. This is of course the literal definition of being insane, but it doesn't really bother me, at least I get a moment in the sun and a break from rotting in my bed.
In a lot of bipolar forums, bipolar guys report being really successful with foids when manic because of heightened charisma and a certain "flow" where everything you say just kind of comes out right.
Now I'm too ugly to get any foids when I'm manic, people mostly just laugh at me in bewilderment when they see me with a boombox at a train station dancing to Michael Jackson, but I don't care. I enjoy the break from reality.
I'm on meds so I'm basically sane 99% of the year but when I feel it coming on I'm like "fuck yeah!". So yeah, mania is my biggest cope, basically cocaine manufactured by my own brain that lasts for a week or so.
Anyone else here a bipolarcel?
1. I receive disability payments and can therefore be NEET.
2. Once in a while I become manic
Being manic is the best feeling in the world. It's pure euphoria. I have the confidence of a God. I feel like the most powerful person in the world. I have religious experiences, (I have seen Jesus Christ in my bedroom for example). When I'm manic I go around town and talk to everyone, I dance in the streets and I don't give a fuck about anything. I become super low-inhib which is the opposite of what I usually am. I've taken flights to Prague and Copenhagen and only lived off of beer for a week. This is of course the literal definition of being insane, but it doesn't really bother me, at least I get a moment in the sun and a break from rotting in my bed.
In a lot of bipolar forums, bipolar guys report being really successful with foids when manic because of heightened charisma and a certain "flow" where everything you say just kind of comes out right.
Now I'm too ugly to get any foids when I'm manic, people mostly just laugh at me in bewilderment when they see me with a boombox at a train station dancing to Michael Jackson, but I don't care. I enjoy the break from reality.
I'm on meds so I'm basically sane 99% of the year but when I feel it coming on I'm like "fuck yeah!". So yeah, mania is my biggest cope, basically cocaine manufactured by my own brain that lasts for a week or so.
Anyone else here a bipolarcel?
