Nothing worse than being a ugly brown balding currycel in Germany. Seriously. The way peoole look at you is brutal. They look at you as if you were a creature, not a human.
Nearly everyone here has a problem with you, women are annoyed by your presence and if you harmless and weak like me choose you to bully and have some fun.
I cant even go out without worrying how i will get stared down in the train or at my uni. Women dont hold back because they know you cant do shit to them.
It is not just the fact that i cant attract a single girl (no matter if german, turkish, indian, tamil, persiam or whatever) it is just the treatment and bullying i get here.
I dont go out much and also dont trust my Normie friends. They live life so unbothered and normal, no worries like us, no thinking, nothing. They also make fun of me sometimes.
On top of that i have a low IQ. As you can see the way i wrote this text (verx weird).
I dont know what else i should say. I often think about killing myself or going ER. I have completely isolated myself. I cant be under peoole without feeling massive amount of hate and disgust.
Old german people just hate me the most. It is as they want to put me in a concentration camp like in the good old days.....just because of my browk skin.
I feel very defeated with my 24 years old age already. 98% of my life is home and playing games and watching youtube videos. What else should i do? Also got bullied at schoolby turks,arabs and germans for being indian AND non-muslims. And still sometimes get made fun of by people of rhr indian community who are of higher caste because they think they superior.
I dont need to say much about my dating life. It never existed. I saw the signs very early but was not blackpilled back then.
I hope there are some guys who know what i mean and can relate. I know a another indian guy and he is waking up and realizing how over it is. He has already isolated himself and doesnt go out anymore like me, but isn't blackpilled.
Nearly everyone here has a problem with you, women are annoyed by your presence and if you harmless and weak like me choose you to bully and have some fun.
I cant even go out without worrying how i will get stared down in the train or at my uni. Women dont hold back because they know you cant do shit to them.
It is not just the fact that i cant attract a single girl (no matter if german, turkish, indian, tamil, persiam or whatever) it is just the treatment and bullying i get here.
I dont go out much and also dont trust my Normie friends. They live life so unbothered and normal, no worries like us, no thinking, nothing. They also make fun of me sometimes.
On top of that i have a low IQ. As you can see the way i wrote this text (verx weird).
I dont know what else i should say. I often think about killing myself or going ER. I have completely isolated myself. I cant be under peoole without feeling massive amount of hate and disgust.
Old german people just hate me the most. It is as they want to put me in a concentration camp like in the good old days.....just because of my browk skin.
I feel very defeated with my 24 years old age already. 98% of my life is home and playing games and watching youtube videos. What else should i do? Also got bullied at schoolby turks,arabs and germans for being indian AND non-muslims. And still sometimes get made fun of by people of rhr indian community who are of higher caste because they think they superior.
I dont need to say much about my dating life. It never existed. I saw the signs very early but was not blackpilled back then.
I hope there are some guys who know what i mean and can relate. I know a another indian guy and he is waking up and realizing how over it is. He has already isolated himself and doesnt go out anymore like me, but isn't blackpilled.
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