So i was like ldar watching vanilla tv series for 10 hours a day for lost couple of days, trying to completely fall out of surrounding reality. And i kinda got bluepilled a little watching that relationship stuff happening to other people on screen, sorta got my hopes up.
And then it came crashing down, after looking at those pretty actor faces on screen, i came to bathroom and seen my face in the mirror.
It insatntly hit me back into despair and blackpill mentality, my face is literally repulsive, i even didnt like myself, cuz i havent looked into mirror for few days i forgot how i looked like and when i saw myself, first impression was like 'ehh, who is this fucking ugly dude'.
Game was rigged for be basically, fuck everyone who is good looking. Going back to my ldar mode now.
And then it came crashing down, after looking at those pretty actor faces on screen, i came to bathroom and seen my face in the mirror.
It insatntly hit me back into despair and blackpill mentality, my face is literally repulsive, i even didnt like myself, cuz i havent looked into mirror for few days i forgot how i looked like and when i saw myself, first impression was like 'ehh, who is this fucking ugly dude'.
Game was rigged for be basically, fuck everyone who is good looking. Going back to my ldar mode now.
