i was bluepilled as fuck, i hated incels (despite being one and not knowing it), but thankfully this atrocious year changed me and made me think about my situation.
"what if i'm an incel? what if i'm one of them?"
then i started researching, then i discovered this forum. i won't say that it's one of the best things that happened in my life, far from that, it kinda signaled that i have almost no hope, but i've known so many great people and read many things that enlightened me in some sort of way.
before all of that i was a lonely man, sad that no girl gave me the attention i thought i deserved. did this change? no, but at least now i know why i find myself in this awful situation.
to everyone who's reading this, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
sorry for this, i just needed to let it out.