ou don't need to be part of some sort of organized group to be religious. In my opinion, religion is a tool to give men a higher purpose in life and spiritual fulfillment. Organized religion is a cancer because it mostly attracts people who have led shitty lives and use it as a form of escapism. It's is not just a christian thing, it's also common among muslims in the west. Abrahamic religions attract people that are more obsessed with not dealing with the potential consequences of their actions after death than actually becoming better people.
Anyway, you don't need to join a neopagan club or something, just adhere to pagan values and try to shape your moral compass around them. As someone who is highly interested in the subject of neopaganism and has read some books about it, I've come to the conclusion that neopaganism should not be about reconstructing a dead religion as if you're playing theater. You should take the spiritual values of your ancestors and try to adapt into something that makes more sense in the time we're living. Pagan values would be things like honoring the spirit of your ancestors, respecting nature, trying to live as naturally as possible (so no junk food, eat fresh food only) and keeping your body in good shape.
I read an article about the subject recently which you might find interesting:
https://theamericansun.com/2019/03/25/old-and-new-paganism-by-bap/