Apex.Koala
Voicecel
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My social rejection has always been perpetual. When COVID came in I was in mid school to high school transition and I was in quarantine during this time yet nothing didn't ever change. Still got bullied through video games by 2 different normies in different periods. The 1st one has been abusing me for 2 years and the other 1 year.
Since I was young and very stupid at these times. They were the only friend's I could play with and I just kept crawling back to them. Same things repeated over and over : when we were only 2 persons discussing in the chat, they always acted like they wanted to befriend and they would always go my way and act like they would give a fuck about me. And at the second one or several other of their friends came in, they just completely changed personalities and started verbally attacking me, bullying, trolling me, making fun of me, clash me about the few parts of my personality I showed them, or always blame me because I wasn't on their level at some games.
I was always innocent and passive for years during all the moments when people hated on me, hit/pushed, verbally abused me, manipulated me and same thing went when I started joining normies groups online, I just let them abuse me and abuse the fact that I would always come back to them for being so weak, submissive and friendless.
One thing is certain. If the same thing ever happens again today, I will not be letting that slide a single time, I'm gonna immediately fuck these pricks off.
So I got already mistreated because of my looks and shortness. But it was also at this moment that I learned that normies (males and females) could hate you even more if you combine autism + weird unfitting personality in addition to looks.
It doesn't get any better for ugly people. The best you can do is at least have a good personality without showing what you look like, otherwise evil people will still shit on you if they sense a tiny part of your personality that doesn't fit in their cucked tradition. PS : the first normie knew my appearance and had much fun telling all his evil friends how I had a face that looks like a soccer ball several times. The second normie didn't not but my high pitched dry inconsistent voice didn't prevent him from cyber-bullying me at his turn.
Since I was young and very stupid at these times. They were the only friend's I could play with and I just kept crawling back to them. Same things repeated over and over : when we were only 2 persons discussing in the chat, they always acted like they wanted to befriend and they would always go my way and act like they would give a fuck about me. And at the second one or several other of their friends came in, they just completely changed personalities and started verbally attacking me, bullying, trolling me, making fun of me, clash me about the few parts of my personality I showed them, or always blame me because I wasn't on their level at some games.
I was always innocent and passive for years during all the moments when people hated on me, hit/pushed, verbally abused me, manipulated me and same thing went when I started joining normies groups online, I just let them abuse me and abuse the fact that I would always come back to them for being so weak, submissive and friendless.
One thing is certain. If the same thing ever happens again today, I will not be letting that slide a single time, I'm gonna immediately fuck these pricks off.
So I got already mistreated because of my looks and shortness. But it was also at this moment that I learned that normies (males and females) could hate you even more if you combine autism + weird unfitting personality in addition to looks.
It doesn't get any better for ugly people. The best you can do is at least have a good personality without showing what you look like, otherwise evil people will still shit on you if they sense a tiny part of your personality that doesn't fit in their cucked tradition. PS : the first normie knew my appearance and had much fun telling all his evil friends how I had a face that looks like a soccer ball several times. The second normie didn't not but my high pitched dry inconsistent voice didn't prevent him from cyber-bullying me at his turn.
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