Been off opiates for 10 days and I want to kill myself

[disposableman]

Last time 5 years ago I was in withdrawal I was a fucking gay retard and I swallowed a whole bottle's worth of antidepressants. 
I want to fucking die I literally have nothing to do, bored all day and I just stay in bed. I don't enjoy vidya anymore. I just want fucking something to do, so I've applied to jobs but it takes fucking at least a year to get called back.
I've only done orally, I never fucked with needles or heroin, fuck that sketchy shit.
I just wanna OD and die in my sleep, fuck this pain I need to rope

 

[cyborgglory]

if you have any money at all you need to check into rehab vrother. I doubt that most of these feelings are coming from your conscious. there is help out there for you

 

[rickvanderhammer]

withdrawal would be easy if you were good looking and had a life, i know how you feel OP. by 10 days you should feel completely normal unless you had a $1000 a week heroin habbit. your life is just extremely unfulfilling so you're craving drugs to fill the void. the guy saying you need rehab is an idiot, the cause of your depression is a bad face not drugs

 

[disposableman]

if you have any money at all you need to check into rehab vrother. I doubt that most of these feelings are coming from your conscious. there is help out there for you

was there 5 years ago but it was so boring I had myself transferred from the rehab to a mental hospital because its a little bit better there.

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withdrawal would be easy if you were good looking and had a life, i know how you feel OP. by 10 days you should feel completely normal unless you had a $1000 a week heroin habbit. your life is just extremely unfulfilling so you're craving drugs to fill the void. the guy saying you need rehab is an idiot, the cause of your depression is a bad face not drugs

YES I AM FUCKING BORED NOTHING TO DO. FUCK LIFE

 

[Vision]

withdrawal would be easy if you were good looking and had a life, i know how you feel OP. by 10 days you should feel completely normal unless you had a $1000 a week heroin habbit. your life is just extremely unfulfilling so you're craving drugs to fill the void. the guy saying you need rehab is an idiot, the cause of your depression is a bad face not drugs

 

[cyborgglory]

rehab to a mental hospital because its a little bit better there.

what drugs ARE you doing vrother? how long have you been doing them?

the cause of your depression is a bad face not drugs

what a fantastic idea. make him feel like HE is the cause of depression. remove all ideas that he can be better.
I feel like none of you actually WANT to leave inceldom/self improve. you guys just want to fucking fester and rot until you breed so much negativity and horrible thoughts you off yourself

 

[jackbud]

So get on opiates again my man

 

[disposableman]

what drugs ARE you doing vrother? how long have you been doing them?

orally 5 years.

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So get on opiates again my man

I can't, I don't have any friends.

 

[lostcel]

withdrawal would be easy if you were good looking

you are so low iq that it makes me wanna stab myself in the eye with a needle

 

[rickvanderhammer]

what drugs ARE you doing vrother? how long have you been doing them?
what a fantastic idea. make him feel like HE is the cause of depression. remove all ideas that he can be better.
I feel like none of you actually WANT to leave inceldom/self improve. you guys just want to fucking fester and rot until you breed so much negativity and horrible thoughts you off yourself

His unsavory appearance led him down this path. He would still be posting on incels.is alone in his bedroom on a Friday addicted or not, you make it sound like OP has a choice in the matter. The only thing OP is going to accomplish by quitting or going to rehab is saving $100 here and there, his situation is only going to improve when he fixes the original cause of his misery which is his appearance. My advice to OP would be to find alternative coping mechanisms if he cant afford drugs and doesn't want to kill himself. What do you mean by breed negativity? Telling OP stupid copes like it's the lack of drugs are making him feel miserable rather than his empty life so he should spend a month in rehab will compel him to go out and buy more drugs. Drug addicts tell themselves it's going to be the last time and they just need one more hit to formulate a plan to quit/get their life on track, what OP needs to understand is this wont work for him because he would be in this situation regardless. He's not going to quit then suddenly ascend. You're an imbecile.

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you are so low iq that it makes me wanna stab myself in the eye with a needle

Unless you're an opiate addict/been addicted to opiates you're not qualified to give OP advice or tell me i'm wrong. I understand OP's situation completely. Being a drug addicted incel is a recipe for disaster and OP should quit, but it's not the main cause of his depression by a long shot, and his life will barley improve.

 

[Kointo1]

End it.

I'll greet you in the shadow realm.

 

[cyborgglory]

His unsavory appearance led him down this path

do you know how many chad/normie drug addicts there are? not everything comes back to your fucking looks. there are legitimate mental issues TOTALLY INDEPENDENT of your ugly fucking face

He's not going to quit then suddenly ascend

not suddenly. but he will definitely start getting there.
OP sounds depressed. which is a clinical disorder.

 

[rickvanderhammer]

do you know how many chad/normie drug addicts there are? not everything comes back to your fucking looks. there are legitimate mental issues TOTALLY INDEPENDENT of your ugly fucking face
not suddenly. but he will definitely start getting there.
OP sounds depressed. which is a clinical disorder.

You're not making any arguments, you missed the point of my post. You're saying withdrawals are the reason OP feels like shit which is false. After people with normal lives go through withdrawals they go back to feeling normal and doing normal people things. Withdrawals from a few oxy pills don't last longer than a few days MAX and surprise surprise OP is still in bad mood. It's a clinical disorder stemming from a crap life which in OP's case is due to his face. OP will feel slightly better in the long term if he quits taking drugs, but it's not going to alter his destiny in anyway.

 

[youthislife]

withdrawal would be easy if you were good looking and had a life, i know how you feel OP. by 10 days you should feel completely normal unless you had a $1000 a week heroin habbit. your life is just extremely unfulfilling so you're craving drugs to fill the void. the guy saying you need rehab is an idiot, the cause of your depression is a bad face not drugs

 

[Deleted member 17606]

Flush the rest of those ((pills)) down the toilet and prepare to shit a painful one. After the sickness resided go cycling or some shit like that and dont look back

 

[curryboy420]

smoke some weed fool, its a lot easier to quit weed than heroin