Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Since I literally rotted since I was a kid through my teens to mid mid 20s, I have no life experiences. I also have no interests, all I did was browse the internet mindlessly for hours and hours a day, forgetting what I browsed 5 minutes later.
I tried for so long to force myself to have interests, but everything seemed boring and pointless.
But to start your own business or be self-employed somehow you need an interest. You need something, you need at least a tiny bit of direction, a tiny bit of interest in something to start working in that direction and eventually find something that you can make money with.
But I have nothing. I'm a blank state that finds everything boring and a huge drain on my energy. Fuck my brain, it's even a struggle to get out of fucking bed because of lack of motivation, interest and energy.
I tried for so long to force myself to have interests, but everything seemed boring and pointless.
But to start your own business or be self-employed somehow you need an interest. You need something, you need at least a tiny bit of direction, a tiny bit of interest in something to start working in that direction and eventually find something that you can make money with.
But I have nothing. I'm a blank state that finds everything boring and a huge drain on my energy. Fuck my brain, it's even a struggle to get out of fucking bed because of lack of motivation, interest and energy.