MountainGorilla
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The sun makes me feel lightheaded and nauseous, i don't get any sunlight at all and i'm stuck in my room. The outside world is scary because I have sensory issues from being born with high functioning autism. The cars and traffic and the ambience is so loud, it makes me feel uncomfortable. Talking to people I get tunnel vision where I can either focus on looking at their faces or I hyperfocus on thinking on my next response. I get headaches from doing both at the same time so I just say whatever comes to mind and I don't think the things I say through therefore I can sometimes say the most spergiest things and I get into some embarrassing moments. These embarrassing moments keep repeating in my head and my self esteem goes down. I only feel normal in my room.
I don't want a job because I know I'd have to mask my autism and I would get imposter syndrome.
I don't want a job because I know I'd have to mask my autism and I would get imposter syndrome.