I think it definitely drove me off the deep end. Once you learn and imbibe this shit, there's just no turning back.
Experiment Be honest, did the blackpill warp your mind and drive you insane?
It did for awhile but now life is moreso just melancholy
The racepill has made me insane, I have thoughts that would have me in a mental asylum.
It’s honestly the only thing that matters in life and anyone who denies it is copingSame.
tbh
You cant untake the blackpill.
Like a medical pill, when you swallow it, it disolves. You can't take every single particle of medicine out of you.
The blackpill is part of your breathing
Like a medical pill, when you swallow it, it disolves. You can't take every single particle of medicine out of you.
The blackpill is part of your breathing
gigaover
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Ups and downs TBH.
There are some things in life where I'm doing at least as well as most normies my age.
(Pretty well liked and respected in my profession. Get on well with my boss, and the people who report to me at work.)
(My property is just about paid for, owe the bank a lot less money than many home owners my age.)
(Have a couple of cool copes, that many married normies who I know don't have time/money for, due to family commitments that come first.)
As long as I keep a tight lid on stuff like [Unmarried, single, alone, unloved, never been fucked except by paid escorts] then I can cope ok.
The trick is learning the right strategies for keeping the lid on all that stuff.
And finding as much joy as possible in my copes.
Is that "insane"?
Many sex-havers seem to get pretty fucked up over the prospect of potentially losing whatever it is that they believe they have.
There are some things in life where I'm doing at least as well as most normies my age.
(Pretty well liked and respected in my profession. Get on well with my boss, and the people who report to me at work.)
(My property is just about paid for, owe the bank a lot less money than many home owners my age.)
(Have a couple of cool copes, that many married normies who I know don't have time/money for, due to family commitments that come first.)
As long as I keep a tight lid on stuff like [Unmarried, single, alone, unloved, never been fucked except by paid escorts] then I can cope ok.
The trick is learning the right strategies for keeping the lid on all that stuff.
And finding as much joy as possible in my copes.
Is that "insane"?
Many sex-havers seem to get pretty fucked up over the prospect of potentially losing whatever it is that they believe they have.
A scorpion with a flowers for a stinger. I hate womenOh..
Ignorance is bliss man
I just looked in the mirror one day and was like "it's over". (I had watched a few wheat waffles videos)
It hit like a brick.
Like I was free.
But I noticed a lack of drive/motivation building up.
I just got lazy as hell.
It hit like a brick.
Like I was free.
But I noticed a lack of drive/motivation building up.
I just got lazy as hell.
Fucking that’s because your racist and white supremist
I've always known it was over for me due to below average face and mentalcelness.
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Not really. I was already mentally deteriorating from isolation. At least now I know why nobody ever cared about talking to me. At least I now know why my life was never normal. At least now I can figure out what to do with my future... who am I kidding. The blackpill consolidated all of my self-hatred into one abysmal zenith. I genuinely do not know what I am supposed to do from here, if my suffering is fated to be systemic, is there even a point in trying? There has never been a point in my life when I haven't been affected by inceldom. Is there any point in trying to be anything else?
At first I had to take breaks after reading the posts. It shatters everything. I still havent gone through all the Blackpilled post, its just too brutal.
its a good thing, you dont have to be a cuck anymore.
S
No, I'm insane since day 1.
M
It fuck your mind at first cuz weve been fed lies
M
same
No
I learned it the hard way from failing at life
I learned it the hard way from failing at life
I used to be mild mannered, people mostly said I was quiet and a bit spergy but kind, I laughed a lot and enjoyed making people laugh, I rarely swore or said bad things. After many years of wageslavery mixed with years of NEETdom and alco copeing in a small room taking two steps forward turn two steps forward turn I am the opposite of that, hateful, spiteful, violent and just spergy and unpleasant in general I think the years of NEETdom broke my mind not the wageslavery.
On the contrary, I'm saner than I ever was
The black pill takes a lot of pressure away to fit in and become a normie, because you realize it never began and also it's not worth it
The black pill takes a lot of pressure away to fit in and become a normie, because you realize it never began and also it's not worth it
M
On the contrary, it gave me relief. I used to be an extremely frustrated guy who fell for the redpill narrative.
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