I want a romantic relationship and not just sex. I want companionship on a romantic level. Fall and winter remind me of this the most. You sit at home most of the time, it's cold outside, it's dark outside. It's depressing. You want to hold to someone close. I don't find summer that frustrating when foids go out wearing skimpy outfits that barely cover anything, I am that kind of guy who finds sexiness in what is hidden. So feminine clothes like sweathers, coats, skirts with pantyhose are making me horny and sad, because I can't have a foid like this. To be able to go out for a short walk with a woman when it;s a bit cold outside, laugh together and annoy each other jokingly, to come back to a warm home, drink some tea, watch some ski jumping in winter time or snooker, get cozy under a blanket, hold hands, have her head rest on my shoulder or chest and have her whisper the words "I love you, thank you for being with me".
Not for a subhuman this is.
I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE IN ME WHY DOESN'T ANYONE WANT IT FROM ME? I literally don't ask for much, just a feminine, nice calm foid, who is shorter than me, isn't too fat and face-wise looks at least better than the devil. But I guess it's going to be yet another lonely Christmans and New Year;s time.
