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The difficulty of life for a autist is brutal. Every aspect is hard. You’re expected to socialise like normies and mask, but if you dont, you get looked at as a weird reject. Your parents gaslighting you into thinking you need to be better ‘this why your life is bad’. Not a single girl ever had any interest in you because you’re more likely to be ugly as shit too. I can’t have a normal conversation in general without fucking it up. You don’t think properly cause you’re overwhelmed and ask stupid questions then they make fun of you for it in a passive hateful way. I have never had a job, girlfriend or actual real friends. will never bother hurting and embarrassing myself further more for no positive results and returning benefits. They act as if the stigma against autists is lower now than ever is bullshit. Most autists don’t achieve shit in life. They end up killing themselves or rotting away on there rooms. like me which is perfectly valid, let’s your parents reflect on their choices and consequences for birthing you (they never do)...
My parent is non-stop telling me to get a job. Why the fuck should I? I get nothing out of it apart from materialistic and pointless shit that no one cares about because a retard owns it. I thought having a job was a foundation for everything else to line up in life but it’s not. Everyone treats me like shit. The only time I’m relaxed and comfortable is in my room on the computer and short walks to the park. If I ever got kicked out of home, I’ll be homeless before anything else. I hate people. When ever given the chance, I avoid them as much as possible. I go out only when I need to. I’m stressed going outside always being judged.
If you relate, understand that you did nothing wrong and have every reason to hate everything and be depressed. They would too.
My parent is non-stop telling me to get a job. Why the fuck should I? I get nothing out of it apart from materialistic and pointless shit that no one cares about because a retard owns it. I thought having a job was a foundation for everything else to line up in life but it’s not. Everyone treats me like shit. The only time I’m relaxed and comfortable is in my room on the computer and short walks to the park. If I ever got kicked out of home, I’ll be homeless before anything else. I hate people. When ever given the chance, I avoid them as much as possible. I go out only when I need to. I’m stressed going outside always being judged.
If you relate, understand that you did nothing wrong and have every reason to hate everything and be depressed. They would too.
