happiless
Overlord
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When I'm not distracted by copes or other tasks, I often spend time thinking rationally about how subhuman I am. It can't be helped, since I am inferior both physically and mentally. Or so I thought until 30 minutes ago, when I discovered that I can replace all these moments with autistic retard inner monologue maxxing.
I sat on the toilet thinking about how there's no greater joy for a subhuman than to die in war for tenno heika, or another great ruler, then I imagined the glory of it. I thought about this for 10 minutes like a retard. That's great, I managed to avoid using my brain rationally and destructively for 10 minutes. Now I'm by my PC and can distract myself by writing this post about autistic retard inner monologue maxxing. Then I will watch anime or play an autistic Japanese porn game until it's sleepy time.
I sat on the toilet thinking about how there's no greater joy for a subhuman than to die in war for tenno heika, or another great ruler, then I imagined the glory of it. I thought about this for 10 minutes like a retard. That's great, I managed to avoid using my brain rationally and destructively for 10 minutes. Now I'm by my PC and can distract myself by writing this post about autistic retard inner monologue maxxing. Then I will watch anime or play an autistic Japanese porn game until it's sleepy time.