rickvanderhammer
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Autism is a brain disease on the same level as rabies or mad cow, it makes your life shit & the lives of everybody around you shit except for other students who use you as a source of entertainment. I wish i was stillborn or i had a shotgun so i could blow my brains out, i hate my life so fucking much. I hate my face i hate my brain i hate society & people for crushing my ego & making me feel worthless. Having no arms or legs is preferable to being autistic, having no penis is preferable to being autistic, i would rather be a 0/10 5'2 balding indian janitor with a normal brain than have to endure this. For me it was truly over before it begun, an autism diagnosis sets you up for guaranteed failure because from that day forth your parents will adjust their method of raising you according to what some retarded psychologist said, tell every adult who knows you, put you on penis shrinking ssri's, ensuring you grow up to be a complete total fucking loser. I'm not even that autistic i'm just extremely ugly & have a low IQ, but alas i'm just a different variety of genetic shit & we all wind up in the same boat. I have faced levels of injustice you people wouldn't believe, my involuntary admission to a mental hospital just confirmed my status as a 3rd class citizen. I say this as a complete and utter abomination, people like me, their parents, & anybody who's likely to be subject to what i have been through on account of their inherit genetic inferiority needs to be put in a ship headed straight for the sun.
I fucking hate people & i hate myself, i had a meltdown today & crashed my car. My life is a constant torrent of shit, nothing has improved at all in the past year, i have no motivation to do anything anymore because i know all my efforts are futile. My only regret is i wont get to see my parents wither in agony as they realize their legacy ends with me & my equally pathetic siblings.
I fucking hate people & i hate myself, i had a meltdown today & crashed my car. My life is a constant torrent of shit, nothing has improved at all in the past year, i have no motivation to do anything anymore because i know all my efforts are futile. My only regret is i wont get to see my parents wither in agony as they realize their legacy ends with me & my equally pathetic siblings.
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