its my real 1st name on pornhub, and the last name, while a clever pun, is too close for comfort. Thats why I use a different one. You cant change your pornhub name and I have uploaded a lot.
There are vids of me at a party, tied to a bed and fucked, but the lovesense girl isn't me. I captured that from a chaturbate girl who day after day spends all day tied naked spread eagle. There's no computer close enough for her to read the screen and she never speaks, but responds to the lovesense when you tip her. There's an absorbent towel under her.
Probably her b/f ties her to the bed on cam, then goes to work. Guys tip her and stimulate her vaginally all day, and when he comes home, he collects the money. That is very VERY sexy--particularly if, after dinner, he keeps her tied to the bed al night, too. That has been done to me several times.
The longest was in 2001, when I still looked like my avatar pic. I was tied to a bench in someone's basement nonstop from thursday night to sunday afternoon, and apparently they told every guy in Brunswick that they can fuck the crazy girl in their basement. I was gagged the whole time with duct tape--my idea so I didn't have to suck dicks (which I HATE), it squelched my screams, and also prevented me from begging them to stop. I was so clever.
It was the stupidest thing I ever did, and I will NEVER do it again! I gave my friend who's house it was a laundry list of things they could NOT do, and stupidly told them to do "literally anything to me that you can think of."
They did EVERYTHING they could think of, including at least 3 things on the list. They used 1 and a half quarts if lube. Being raped by strangers was fun and sexy (if you're autistic), but the sexual torture was horrible, a nightmare I couldn't escape. It was as sexy as slamming the car door on your fingers, and hurt just as bad. My nipples got infected too, and I got pubic lice.
They did things to me that hurt a LOT, like needles in my vulva lips the long way then fucking me hard, whipping me until I was semiconscious and stopped screaming, tearing out my pubic hair, safety pins in my nipples for 3 days, and lots, lots more. I would have safeworded many times, but I wanted it to be nonconsensual so I could see what all those girls in the news experienced.
My ass found out, too!
When they locked me in the basement in the dark and went to bed (3 nights), they forced a wooden pole (toilet plunger handle?) so far in my ass that it made a small tear in my intestine that gave me septicemia the next week and I was in the hospital for 6 weeks and almost died because it infected my heart valve and I have an artificial one now.
After that, mom had me committed to the state mental hospital for 2 months. But here I am almost 20 years later doing the exact same stuff.
...ANYWAY, the vids of me are in a collection of pornhub vids called "videos that are of me." They show things like me being anally gang-raped at parties in this group house where I live free in exchange for putting up with all this.
I didn't post all the vids, but email me for them. I also didn't post the pix of me tied to my bed in various positions over the years and having to walk around naked all the time (which is still EXTREMELY embarrassing), but those pix are in the same zip file. syshaq at gmail. Anybody else who wants them can email me too, I guess.
